to both sissy;

though both of you are my bestfriend, but i didn't know your birthdays. cruel of me, yeah? HAHA.

kailene, we were never that close in reality but we were. what you've said was true, we can never be that honest with each other in reality. but i thank god because you were there to hear all my problems, eventhough you have yours to bother. hope your grandma's coming soon. and yeah, i dont remember your birthday. i think i've asked you your birth date once and forget. all i remember is that your birth date is somewhere near maria, right?

si wei, you are becoming my closest friend now. these few months though, yet we're that close right? i feel that i can tell you things. all kind of things, yet not all. and yeah, eventhough we've become classmates for these past three years, yet i can't remember your birth date, and i knew that you know that i didn't know your birth date. it's 20+ though. or is it 18th? HAHA. sorry, i didn't remember. and yeah, have you been in seria now? you haven't texted me yet. just text me if you need anything.

i'm writing this blog with my injured finger. angah called me just now, to help him fill the water in the refrigerator and i 'terkapitkan' my hand in between the refrigerator. damn it. thank god i didn't lost my fingers. HAHA.

bilah and afiq and mizan is not here. i wish to see them soon, eventhough it's just yesterday i've seen afiq and bilah at BSRC. mizan was with mamat at mama wa's house. who doesn't know them. game, game, game.

im off to take my shower.

injured

did i mention that i injured my elbow when i was playing the bouncer? surprisingly, i got injured in the children's bouncer and not the adult's. while swimming, i think i accidentally bit my lips and it's fucking bleeding. people bullied me yesterday, since i'm shorter and cant swim well.

i set my alarm at 7.58am this morning and watched putri yang terbuang. since it's not playing yet, i watched channel 324, babe. beach. ball. i've seen the 'iklan' for this movie and it was quite exciting and i watched some of it just now. i think it'll be playing same time as kinship which was on 7.30am, 4.30pm and 12.30am. and the ball. beach. babe drama was 'lawa'. i like.

i think i wanted to say something but i forgot. i have to take my breakfast and if i remember it i'll tell you soon.

tell me if the PMB results is really out.

titanic bouncer

at haven't been able to update my blog since yesterday, maybe. it wasn't a very busy day though. yesterday was afiq's graduation day at bandaran hall. and bilah was doing her performance, so do afiq. he got 2 performances, the malay traditional dance and snow white drama. he got the prince handsome charming part.

after the graduation activities, we went to kb town and went to buy PS 2 CD for afiq and cartoon DVD for bilah. i did bought for me too, alice upside down. i've watched it yesterday and it was okay but not that okay, if you understand what i meant. then we went home and slept. adek called and asked whether mamit wanted to send her amali books for her and mamit said okay, and we did. unfortunately, i only brought one of her three books and we went back home again and went back to adek's school. and guess what? adek had their farewell party since it's the last day they're going to be in that school. i never had the party before. pity me.

in the evening, after babu eta and angah arrived we went to visit iring at hospital. there was iring's daddy too. iring asked me to accompany mirah to the toilet and i did. mirah pulled the rope from the ceiling and i thought it was the flush rope and it was but it wasn't actually it because when we went out of the toilet people were looking at us and said 'what did you do tadi?' and i was like 'apakan?' they answered 'tadi ada nurse datang pasal ada bunyi dari jamban' HA HA.

after that we went back, and ate. angah slept at our's.

morning today, when i woke up, all of them had awake and were having their breakfast. mamit woke me up and asked me to eat and i said after i finish watching another cinderella story, again. then i took my bath and ate. then we went to BSRC until the afternoon. fyi, there was a IM family day.

we arrived and babu eta gave us jolibee's burger and coupon for us to play the game. we did play. then there are shufflers and one of them was adi, umi's boyfriend. if they're still together. haven't heard from her since awhile. and yeah, you have a good looking boyfriend there umi. he is cute and a good shuffler too. i didn't believe it when adek told me all of the shufflers were form 1's from st. john. they're freaking big. not all though. some of them.

and guess who i saw there? nina, alin, rabi, ezad, i dont know his name though he was my hostelite before, syuhada, our neighbour at the back of our house, and so on. though ezad didn't recognise me, his friend did. i recognise his friend but i didnt remember his name. he was like 'zad, si mizah jua tu' and i was surprised though that he did noticed me. and we played titanic bouncer together. and did i mention that the bouncer we tall? it was like, you have to wait like 5 seconds to reach the bottom. it wasn't that sacry though, but ezad didnt want to go down as he was afraid.

we played the bouncer until 4.00 and we continued swimming until 6pm. then we dropped nina at her nenek's house at pandan 1. when we reached home, adek and me ran upstairs to watched cheetah girl one world since it's 7.40+ already. it was okay. the songs were good. and the boys were good looking. we tried to play amazing me but we didnt know how to play and then we played monopoly until 11.30pm and stopped.

that's all for today's activities.

people said that maybe tomorrow, or should i say later the PMB results are coming out. i hope so. i can't wait any longer.

i miss aboi. not miss, miss him. i miss him saja. HAHA. what the hell. i haven't chatted with him for awhile. he did texted me few days ago, but i was playing game. and when i wanted to replied him back, he or me was offline. i though i could have a chat with him before he went to australia as what he said on his nick.

i just remembered that today or should i say yesterday, sissy will be at her granny house at seria. and maybe she'll join the science camp being held at OGDC from 1st december till 5th december.

i think that's all for today's blog. i really have to sleep before everyone falls asleep. usu, bahrizah and angah is still up though. so bye!

wish me goodluck for my PMB's result.

the gift.

btw, i went to neb's blog to tell her that i tagged her and i found cecelia ahern's new book; the gift. i so fucking want that book. i love cecelia. i have bought her 'thanks for the memories' book but i haven't read it. i did read that book, maybe up till chapter 6. i hope i'll get to buy 'the gift' when babah's here.

letter meme.

#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realized it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.
Love, (your name).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drinks - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Get away now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – Kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – H**ny wolf
Snooker – Tiny stuff
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb person
Other – Burn yourself

Dear No one : I don’t really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realised when you put cuffs on me with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I’m sure you’re frostbitten enough to understand I’m returning that Extreme Home Makeover sucks I'm returning your memories from the military services to you, but I’ll keep your suicidal note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked embarrassing rash. Go and drown yourself.

Love,
Mizah

P.S; you're a nose picker.

this wasn't actually tagged by anyone, but i just found out that it was funny, and yeah i did it. i tagged, kaka long, hidayah, rasyiqah, zubaidah, neb.

tagged by kaka long.

what's the relationship of you with him/her?

she is my older sister cousin.

5 impression towards him/her?
- fair skin?
- speak english well?
- have a driver license.
- skin?
- good education?

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?

HAHA, i think i remember she saying that she is a little shorter than me, though she's in form 6 and im in primary 6.

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
Hmm, i dont know.

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
be crazy, because we are cousins and moreover we're both female.

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
say nothing?

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
her gender?

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
i have none.

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
haha, i have nothing on my mind.

The overall impression on him/her is?

she's kind of pretty.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
how should i know?

The character of you about yourself is?
i cant make up my mind and i care what people thinks about me.

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?

sensitive, saying things without thinking twice.

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
hmm, anyone that is perfect on the outside?

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them
hmm, urm, i love you and i maybe care about you too. HA HA.

10 people you tag
1. ka ngah
2. ka nana
3. abang ichaa
4. effie
5. hidayah
6. zubaidah
7. eqah
8. emma
9. rasyiqah
10. neb

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?c

i'm not sure, maybe her bunny? HAHA!

No. 3 is a female or male?
Male.

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
you mean together as in couple together or friend together? if couple it would be a NO-NO, if it's friend yeah, they already are.

How about No. 5 and No. 8
number 5, dayah, is a good friend and a good netball member.
number 8, she's my cool aunt and i can talk anything with her.

What is No. 1 studying about?
I'm not that sure.

Is No. 4 single?
i have no idea.

Say Something about No. 6
if she keeps practising being a defender she will be super great, because she had the potential.

final destination.

i just came back from seria. we ate there. around panaga there was a kind of flood, from the air pasang. what do you call that in english? sorry, im not that expert in english. before going to seria, we went to visit iring and jumat, its a name we gave to him though. iring want to give him the name, amirul haikal. but i continue on calling him jumat and i said that it will be his nickname. or they can do his name muhd amirul haikal @ jumat. HAHA. by the way, i just noticed that seria chinese guys are HOT! HAHA. i didnt go there often, since i lived here in KB.

guess what?! when i last posted the blog i didnt actually went to take my bath. i went upstairs then adek was doing erra's hair so i helped her and then i said i will take my bath after powerpuff girls ends. then mamit called us for lunch and i went downstairs with my pajamas. i took my bath at 2.30pm maybe.

by the way, i am hoping to watch final destination 1, 2 & 3. i hope they'll be playing it on the TV or maybe sell on DVDs.

i think i have to go because i wanna play fairway solitaire and then go upstairs to change in my pajamas and take off my contact lens and then maybe go to sleep since im a bit sleepy now.

mission impossible

it's 11.51am and i haven't took my bath yet. i will, soon. i am so addicted to SIMS. i have to paused it and take my bath. i was going to take my bath after i post this blog, when babah called. i cried. HAHA. i miss them. iring have given birth to a baby boy. the first baby boy. congratulation iring. what will you name him? jumat? since today is friday, HAHA. mama wa did came to our house tadi, she sent aunty here and she talk stuffs with us and left. afiq and bilah is now at the bandaran hall, doing their rehearsal for tomorrow's graduation day.

yesterday, i watched mission impossible II and it was a good movie. i just hope to watch the part I.

there was makan2 at my house yesterday and mama wa's. it was us and nini tangah salleh only. we ate that thing, HAHA and the 'cacah' was super extremely hot.

to the ambuks, you guys do always have things to say. cause i'm always blank and speechless. i thought you guys will just leave my cbox alone long ago and yeah, you guys never stop talking (writing). HAHA. keep the good job ambuks.

okay, i think i'm gonna go take my bath. bye!

confession.

I'm feeling a bit mental, mad at this time. and i know I've blogged more than once today, but i just felt like blogging. yeah, it's about HER. i don't want to mention her name though. i just want her to read this blog and realized it was about her. she is damn rude. i don't want to say this words because i know if i did people who knew and her will know it right away and i don't really want to do that. why can't i be bigger and fierce-er than her? why must i be the small one and not that fierce type? if i am, i will scold her, like hell. i just can't scold her with the way i am now, because if i did she'll just shout back at me and yeah that makes me hate her and i will just curse her and i will go crying. it's useless. how can i teach that person? it's useless to be the elder when you have no rights to say anything. i hate myself for caring what others think about me if i say something. why do i have to care for people's feeling? do they ever do the same with me? no, i dont think so. some people will just say what they think its on their mind.

sorry M, for telling you to come over here. i just think maybe you will be happier here. i somehow knew you regret coming here, am i right? all you get here is being scolded by the damn ass human.

can i change being rude and heartless? if i can i will. sorry people if one day you will see the heartless and selfish me. maybe it'll be better if i'm that type. heartless? good choice (:

1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

1. i love playing C in netball, yet i'm not fit and lacking of stamina.
2. i don't like sharing problems with people. when i have one, i cry and went to sleep.
3. i judge people easily.
4. i can't stop talking, when i did i'll think of something to say.
5. i'm quite sensitive, i don't really like people judging me.
6. i have loads of friends, but none is true (:
7. i love E (:
8. i love me new, not original curly hair, but i don't like my fringe.
9. i'll be afraid if im the only one that's awake at night, and i will go online until i felt asleep.
10. i like being crazy around crazy people and laugh hard like you wanna pee in your pants.

*hidayah
*usu emma
*kaka long
*kaka ngah
*zimah
*zubaidah
*salwa
*neb
*whoever wanted to do this
*anyone

i forget something.



HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ANISAH IBRAHIM.
may god bless you with prosperity and happiness. good luck in waiting for your Olevel results. and speaking of that, i remember that i am also waiting for my results. and i hope it'll be out this saturday. or some days later. as soon as possible. yeah, ka nisah inda lama lagi your father's name will be haji ibrahim, yeah? same as mine. we should be sisters. HAHA. have a blast. i'm going to message you again afterwards ;D

ending of olivia.

i haven't met bilah since saturday. well, i did met her yesterday. she was sick and she won't ate her black-liquid medicine. yesterday was erra's birthday. we celebrated it at our house. at 5.45pm yesterday, me, adek, mamit boy and mamit girl went to nanyang to find her present. me and adek found a handphone case and we bought 2 for us. we bought erra amazing me, and mamit bought her quiz time.

me and adek regretted that we did follow mamit to buy erra present because we didn't have the time to watch Olivia, which was the last episode. damn. fortunately, we did watch the very very very ending of Olivia. and it was damn good. we did search for the last episode of olivia in the internet, but there was none. NONE. damn it.

after NanYang we went to ayamku at pandan to buy the half-chicken. and guess what? mamit accidentally spoke in kuching, but the girl didn't really notice it, maybe. it was like "aku mau bali half chicken nun" HAHA. then i said to mamit, "mamit perasan kah yang mamit ada cakap kuching tadi? " and she was like "no, iakan?" HAHA.

after opening erra's present, we played monopoly bratz (boratz as iring said it, HAHA). from 10.30pm until 12pm. it was fun though, and i think i won the game as i have many houses and they have many debts to me. until adek said she dont want to play anymore, because it's 12 and she haven't study her faraidh. blah blah blah. i slept at 12.45am and before that i did played my sims.

by the way, yesterday afternoon i was playing sims. so? HAHA.

babah did text me through MSN yesterday, unfortunately at that time i was away to nanyang buying present. i miss you mama and babah. 21 more days until you were back.

maybe later, they'll be sembahyang hajat and doa selamat at our house and mama wa's.

i woke up at 7.45am just now, and i took my bath and watched putri yang terbuang. did i mention that i wasn't really a fan of it before? but since mama watched it and i watched it and yeah.

Oh my god, i just remembered that i have to go to afiq's graduation next saturday at bandaran hall. mahn. i was thinking of having a relaxing day, HAHA.

i think i'm going to continue watching eyeshield. i haven't watched it for days, and i think i forgot until where did i stop watching it.

bye(:

Happy birthday
to
baby era & umi.

have a blast birthday. hope you guys have a successful life towards the future. long life you with prosperity and happiness.

to era, don't forget to treat us tonight. and do sleep at my house tonight so that i'll have a friend the next day, rather than staying in this house with the maids ;D

to umi, i miss you girl. haven't heard of you since a while now. how are you? and yeah, have a blast.

loadsoflove, mizah.

I'm tired now because of the open netball tournament just now. it was a good game though. we lose against 7th heaven and we won against boombastic. unfortunately, we didnt go to the final. not that i really mind though. but the final was AWESOME. yeah, 1st place goes to spade. congrats guys. and 2nd place goes to golden nets and followed by modest intruders. you guys did well. i hope to play with you guys next year.

and teacher mizah said something about her training us next year, and i hope so too. i just feel like i want her to train me (: though i know it will be more tiring than teacher masnor's training.

i did checked the name list for next year because adek, si wei and hayatul ask me to. adek and kaka is not in the same class. adek is with umi. fortunately, they asked the teacher so that they're in the same class again. and they did. and they're in the same class as nazri (: hayatul amal is in the same class. and if im not mistaken dide and si wei is in the same class.

we watched madagascar 2 and painted nail in the afternoon. but i fell asleep because i was really tired. and i did took wati's game into my pendrive. i think i took 4 or 5 of her game. and yeay, usu successfully downloaded sims in our laptop.

i watched OLIVIA at adek's handphone which i asked her to record it for me. thanks.

and today is hafiz's birthday. happy 18th birthday you. and yeah, sorry (:

i think i need to go upstairs and take off my contact lens and go to sleep, if i can. or maybe i'll just watched some DVDs.

bye!

authentic mindfreak.

surprisingly, i'm not as tired as i expected. though i played 40 minutes of netball just now. unlike rasyiqah, who only played 10 minutes only. we lose playing against the golden net. and we won against agile. it was a hard game though. and our next match tomorrow is against 7th heaven and bombastic. i hope to win the next next game and go to the final. though i doubt we'll get the first, second and third place because they're modest intruders, golden nets and ka herny's team whose name i dont remember.

guess what? next year i'll be in MA4P with huda, effie, bazilah, izzati caitlin, teenah, najwan, amirul irfan, chun wee. that's all the names that i recognised. ka herny and i had the same mind, because we said that me and my to-be classmates can form a netball team, hopefully.

my blog is getting little-er each day, bye!

i just felt like blogging before i go to sleep. it's 11.11pm. did you guys ever heard something regarding the 11.11 hour clock? i watched yu hee, the witch and they said that if it was 11.11, there is someone thinking about you and if it's 4.44 or 3.33, im not quite sure, someone is backstabbing you. yeah.

common routine, mama's sibling went to our house, jalan2. era went home because tomorrow they'll be no one in the house since me and adek went to school. most of our family is sick. get well soon people.

guys wish me luck for tomorrow's game against ka adi's team. and rasy, get well soon.

i think im kind of sleepy. well not really, it's just that i have to wake up early tomorrow morning, so bye.

im in the blogging mood, so yeah.

yesterday, adek bought me kinder joy. though i didn't ate it, bilah did. guess what i got? i got an alien kind of frame. a small one. i'll get a picture of it and upload it, if i have time yeah? i've collected most of them; the crab, frog, eskimo, alien. i think i have one more, but i didn't remember.

though afiq's the one whose caught the cough but now bilah's the one who's sick. she got fever. she went to panaga clinic with babu eta. get well soon sister.

mamit girl, mamit boy, usu, era, me and adek went to soon lee to bought stuffs. we also bought DVD as barbie of the cristmas, house bunny, island of the soul, NYC and dance death, something like that. i'm gonna watched them soon.

dayah texted me, telling me that we had our first match in the morning with ka adi's team. and she asked me whether i wanted to be the umpire, and i said i'm okay. i gave her teacher's number and she informed teacher that i'm going to be the umpire. and yeah, that's that. and i did something after i had my shower tadi. i did some list regarding the netball. wish us luck. i'm lacking of confidence though.

mamit boy is taking the whole day off on next monday, which is a problem to me actually. but mamit boy asked me whether i wanted to go to bandar with his sister, sophie and i said maybe? but i hope we can jalan from home at 6am so that i can reached school early. i need something to tell them.

maybe that's all for now. i pity anna though, because she's waiting for this lappy. and yeah, bye!

have you guys heard about a malaysian man that was being mould by a tiger at singapore's zoo? i saw it on the newspaper this afternoon, and they said that they're videos of the moulding process in the internet, which my sister is still searching. HAHA. if you guys know the video or had them let me know. i wanna watch ;D

it's been days since i haven't update my blog, honestly i didn't have any time since i had to go to school in the morning and come back in the afternoon and every night my cousin is coming over, yeah. it's a good thing though that i didn't have time to go online also, because if i did aboy will asked me to update my blog, kan aboy? HAHA. and i remember something, that aboy is going to malaysia last wednesday. have a nice trip to malaysia boy.

monday - i didn't went to school because i wanted to accompany my mother at home, since the next day they will be going to mecca. in the afternoon, there's makan2 at my home. people's sleeping over at my house. nini slept with me in adek's room, while mamat, mizan, afiq, adul and ejul at mizan's room and era and adek slept at the computer room.

tuesday - mama woke me up at 6.30 and i took my shower. people came to our house, early that morning. and we jalan from home at 10am. we stopped by at sungai liang's mosque, and they sembahyang hajat there. then,we went to serusop's mosque and had our zuhur prayer there. and we went to the airport. blah blah blah. then we went home with mama wa. before that we stopped by at ayamku restaurant at tungku link and at lunch there. when we arrived home, babu eta, iring and mamit were there. we ate and slept. babu eta and iring didn't sleep at our's though.mamit did. and usu also didnt. afiq, mizan and bilah slept at mama wa's.

wednesday - i went to school, training. i didn't expect us to win though =D we had a friendly match with kaher's team and her friends. finished at 3. went home at 6.30pm and i watched Olivia. iring and babu eta were here. usu slept at our house.

thursday - i went to school too, and saw the form four's having their mini olympic. we played at the outside court and i got sunburn. in the afternoon, i watched the form one's netball interclass tournament. some were amazing though. went home and watched Olivia and took a bath and went to atuk's. it was atuk's 40 day... iring and era slept at our's. uda bought us bracelets.

friday - we lepak at home. watched some DVD and yeah, babu eta and iring went to our house, again. thanks though. we watched sisterhood of the traveling pants, i'm not single, awake, doom's day (i didn't finished watching it though), beneath and maybe that's all.

today - i woke up at 7am and took a bath and went to afiq's school because they had the KG open day. bilah didn't went to school because she felt sick. there were bouncers. and maybe that'sall for today.

i noticed that i'm getting worse in writing blog. HAHA!

im going to have my breakfast now, bye!

i only have a little to say.

I HATE YOU!





=D

ashraf sinclair.

sorry for not updating my blog for two days. i didn't really spent the last two days at home, so i can't update anything and sorry for that.

last friday, we went to nini boy lumut, nini kb & atuk's kubur. first, we went to batu empat to visit nini kb and atuk grave and saw nini tangah tipah and uncle eddy there (yeah, right uncle eddy). then fetched nini girl at sekulah ugama rashidah, or whatever the name was and went to danau to visit nini boy's grave and our late great grandfather and grandmother from both nini boy's and nini girl's side. and we also visited nini girl's sister, somewhere at lumut or was it danau. and we stopped by at lumut and ate rambutan and belimbing, haha, then mama, babah, nini and mizan went to the jumaat prayer, while me and adek slept until we went home.

after reaching home, i have to start packing my stuffs as i have to go to bandar, because we have a training the next day. at 3 pm, me, mama and bilah went to TAIB to do business and i watched something on the TV that is hilarious but i won't tell though. haha. then they sent me to babu eta's house. usu and era was watching the sisterhood of the traveling pants PART 2, i did watched it a little. i will asked usu to bring it to our house when she sleeps here.

mamit picked us up at 5pm and we went to bandar. mamit brought me to a gerai, or whatever it is called which sells a delicious ayam panggang, haha. went home and i take a bath then watched it's a girl boy thing at HBO and the suite life of zack and cody and then i lay down on the bed at 10pm, hoping that i would sleep. then i went online with aboy and thy until 11pm and i went to sleep.

wow, so much for a friday's activities.

saturday, i woke up at 6.30am and went to school at 7.30am. there was only nani, christy and rasyiqah went i arrived, the others was still on their was to school. we had a friendly netball match with the pre-u's, we won. and teacher masnor did gave us a drill on attacking and defensing, thanks teacher we really need that. then we ate at the cafeteria when it is break time and something happen (only some people that i think need to know, knows.) if you understand what i meant. if you wanna know ask me. this incident was ......

i watched DVD with ka herny and ka ban, but it was not fun and we slept in the common room. kaka G picked me up at 5pm and went to ami's house and watched bawang puteh bawang merah, i think i'm gonna watched it later at 6pm, changed clothes and went to jerudong park with all of our famillies. well, there were some people that can't come though. babu's treat. went home at 10.30pm and we reached home at 12 midnight. suprisingly, i didn't sleep the whole journey to kb, because i was online-ing with dide and haha, sorry you, i didn't remember your name. but thank you, for the tips. i'll try doing that when i saw him, and hope that works. HAHA.

today, cikgu rozita invited us to her house at pankalan batu, but i can't come because i have to spend the day with my parents because they're going to haj soon. and i had to reject salwa's invitation playing netball with her family. and guess what?! sorry guys, i can't come tomorrow because i think i should spent it with my parents since it's their last day tomorrow. i mean second last day. maybe i'll come next wednesday. you just go training with wati. sorry yeah?

btw, i fell asleep while watching barbie's and the diamond castle just now. when i woke up, melody was on. and guess who i saw? ashraf sinclair with bunga citra lestari. i hate her, for having a handsome husband. i love him. he is handsome, for a malay guy. i think he's kacukan. and awie and his group, the wings, open up a shop. abby abadi and norman hakim, is fighting because of this girl named 'i dont remember' haha.

maybe that's all for now. i think this is quite a long post, though.

enjoy the pictures;

ashraf and bunga.

didn't know that she's sexy and not that pretty. haha.

i know he's handsome.

another photo of them.

vampire.

i forgot something. aboi, haha, sorry i mention your name here and to fidah too =D

by the way, i saw the discovery channel. the thing about vampire. yeah, i saw it. i wonder how the man get his sharp teeth? and i was amazed that he was hell like a vampire. you know, drinking blood and he was craving. he even go for a check-up to see whether he was lacking of iron or maybe have anemia, but surprisingly he was healthy.

i did saw the thing that you said about their nail and hair getting longer and them getting fatter and about the sound produced from their body. i didn't actually watch it from the beginning cause i was bored and just click for any channel and find them talking about vampire. later at 7pm, there will also be the same story as just now, about the vampire i mean. but sadly, i am going to my atuk's house. i hope they'll be showing the vampire thing maybe tomorrow or the next day, or next. as long as i an watch it.

and dracula was the malay name for vampire, i think because will watching i noticed that the subtitle was on and yeah, dracula.

and yesterday, i watch some channel about britney's sister. i forgot her name. she does look like her sister, just smaller. she was pregnant, and maybe engaged. she looked like she's in her something-teen. haha. what i mean is maybe 15-19. maybe.

and i saw hannah montana on a cover of some magazine saying that she had a handsome, model boyfriend. he is in his twenties, and he had met hannah's parents. yeah, well said.

shower, shower, shower.

sorry.

rafidah, thanks for the compliment. i appriciate it, though some of it was not true. and yes, you are right about me replacing the nira thingy. i was angry at that time. im sorry. frankly, i was just mad at you the time when you confess it all. after that, i was not angry actually. i was sad because that all of the time you were with me, you was thinking me as the new nira. how damn is that?! i know you don't really mean that, regarding from your blog but they way you said the things the other day meant what i understand.

i wasn't mad at you, it's just my ego. i know the time when you stopped me near the gym after cca you were extremely sad. it's not sad, it's more than that, but i ignore that because yeah, my ego. haha. ego, i hate you. sorry fidah for not saying hello to you anymore, for not smiling at you. i just hope that after this if i see you again, if, i will be the old cheerful, annoying mizah. i hope, but i doubt that though.

i'm near speechless. once again, i'm sorry rafidah.

i think i have to have my shower soon cause we have to go to atuk's.

robert pattison.

look what i've found. good night =D

messages.

what a pity. i did wrote something last night up till 12am. i finished it in my room where we did not have a wireless because it's unworkable and i seem to not save it but i just let it be and will post it today. sadly, early morning my mom had asked for the laptop and i gave it to her without knowing that my blog is still there. i didn't want her to read that so i went to close the screen with my head saying "inda papa lah, ia auto save kaliah". then i realised that we didn't have a wireless at home which makes my finished blog unsave. it was a sad thing though, because they're some things that interesting to post last night. maybe i'll try to recall all of it and write it again whenever i feel like to.

i slept pretty late last night, at 2am. it's consider early because i used to go to bed before 12am, not like before. i watched eyeshield 21 again last night until 2am. i watched until episode 102.

i wonder whether my netball teammates are having their training today, because i can't come and i asked them to just come if they want to and have their training on my own. i think most of them had their body ache, same as mine. it's still aching today, but it had gone better.


i just watched disturbia just now. it was okay. i'll rate it 8 out of 10. consider good. i think it's an old movie because ka her and reen already seen it and they dislike it because they said that there was many suspend action in the movie. the girl was quite pretty, but not the boy (:



last monday, i've seen miss potter. it was consider okay too, but i'll rate it 7 ot of 10. it seems like the actor and actress were old fashioned people and not that pretty. hehe. me like high school or modern kind of movie. like TWILIGHT! =D

last night, i visited effie's blog and found her video playing guitar with a song from secondhand serenade. i realised that i've missed secondhand serenade's song and now i'm listening to like a knife from secondhand serenade. fyi, i used to love secondhand serenade but not much for now.

urm, to fye; kau baca manga eyeshield dari website apa? kalau aku baca manga dari inaruto pulang. that's not my point actually. hari tu eyeshield ku inda mau loading and i seem to look arah manga nya and aku cari arah episode 98 then aku liat inda sama macam yang ku liat wah. manga nya lambat. then aku cari lah apa manga nya punya episode kalau arah episode 98 yang ku liat masa ni, it was on chapter 180+ wah. haha. you get what i mean? aku rasa apa yang aku tulis ani pun aku inda faham. HAHA!

to ghalib; my sister said that today is your birthday, is it? but she said maybe. so if it is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GHALIB. i don't know, how old are you though. hope to see your kind-of-handsome face tomorrow night at atuks =D

to my sister, afiqah; selamat habis periksa, but still you have to study for your SSSRU examination. get agreget 5, like me. tapi kalah kan saja tia kaka ah, dapat kan semua 1. kaka pacah ah ada 2, 2. haha. same goes to ejul, lina and kate. kalah kan tia kaka ah =P

to nina and baby; selamat mendapat 5A, hee!

i think that's all of my messages.

by the way, today i went outside of my house, unlike yesterday i was trapped. but it's my choice not to follow my parents jalan2. we ate outside and i bought a monkey bag =D

i think i have more messages;

to aboy, mana kau menghilang? aku rindu mau chat sama kau wah and same goes to nazri. i miss you guys =D

i've just notice that the picture of miss potter and disturbia is super large. haha! fyi, it used to be large. HAHA! i have to edit it

okay, that's all for now! bye~

birthdays.

happy birthday to ka anis and al-hafiz.
may allah bless you with prosperity and happiness.
may you will success in whatever you are doing.
have a blast!


and


happy belated birthday to ka shell.
sorry to greet you late, some days later.
i was having my vacation, and i didn't notice it was 8th november.
well, happy belated birthday to you once again.
i miss you sister. i miss telling you stories.
i hope you'll gain success and happiness.
i hope we'll meet sooner!


and


happy belated birthday to babu maimon.
i didn't really know her birthday, so i didn't greet her.
maybe it was last thursday or friday.
anyhoo, happy belated birthday babu.



*eyeshield won't go loading anymore. i'll try again later :/

E's lover.

i didn't have the time to write anything on my blog yesterday, since they're 'doa selamat' for my parents and grandma, who will be going to mecca on the 18th november 2008. i saw M too, with his red baju melayu. haha.


today, i went to school at 8.30am with mama wa. my team mates and me were having a meeting on the open netball tournament this 24th november. we came up with a team name; mindfreak and authentic and we join them together. 'authentic mindfreak'. we had a friendly match with the pre-u 1's.


our hostel's common room is getting prettier, with the table clothes and 'something' on top of the table. i don't really know what is it, i think it's a candle. they're whiteboard hanging on the wall. they're even a DVD player and a carpet, for them to lay down.


i went to the hostel and ate. the chefs missed me =p then i went to my room and founded that my room is boring, so i went to ka ban's room eventhough she's not there. i like hanging out in her room with no specific reasons. i fell asleep in her room, before that i did set an alarm at 2pm because mama wa said that she was going to pick me up at 2pm. but i overslept and woke up at 2.40pm. i was dizzy. then i checked my handphone just incase mama wa did send me a message telling me that she'd arrived, but thank god there were none. luckily, she was late too.


i went home at 3.30pm. mama wa and me went around the shop near my hostel. it was not that fun, if you would say that. haha. we stopped by nini's house because mama wa was sleepy and they ate durian. i'm not a durian favourite. haha. blah blah blah. i went home at 5.40pm.


i watched olivia. steve's body was 'WOW'. he was not really handsome, but i can consider him as a good-looking guy. i didn't like the ending of today's olivia because you know how the people always make the ending, with the suspension. i just wish i can see olivia again tomorrow =D


and i forgot to mention that i met E. at school just now. three times. i was melting as ice melts into water. HAHA! he took my heart away. i can't take my eyes off him. he was too perfect, well not that perfect. HAHA! *dramatic me*


i think maybe that's all for today's blog because i wanted to watch miss potter at 10pm and i think before that i wanted to reply my friend's comments.

sincerely,

E's lover =D

open netball tournament.

it seems like i didn't blog for a long time. it's just a day.


thursday, as usual, we went to atuk's house for a tahlil and my mom and them were discussing 'things' until 11pm. while waiting, me and usu were having a chat. it's been a long time i didn't see her. it's not that long, though. there's an incident. won't tell. went home and watched eyeshield 21.


yesterday was same as the other day, despite that our maid went out with her husband and we have to do the chores at home. she only arrived at 5pm. in the afternoon, after i was doing the laundry, my sister and brother asked me to accompany them playing outside. there was a camp outside my house, so i went 'gantung' there. just trying, maybe i'll be more taller. haha. jk. and i sprained my ankle while i was running away from my sister. my parent went to OGDC and left us at home. i had to teach mizan as he was having an exam today. it's hard teaching him. all he want to do is playing and watching tv.


maybe today, mama's sibling will come to our house. for what? i'm not sure. maybe for tomorrow maybe. i miss amirah and sabrina already. for sure, i miss rafiq. it's been a month since i saw him.


what have i been up to these days;

i downloaded camelia last night.

watched eyeshield 21.

asking people to join my team in the open netball tournament and now we're full.
i've got wati, zub, rasy, nani, christy, nisa, dayah, bibi, zimah & me!
i hope all of you will make it this monday to school.

fyi to those female ms-ians who wanted to join the open netball tournament you can get the form at teacher masnor maybe or online. www.mspsbs.bn/sports. the due date is on the 17th november.

i watched vampire diaries and mamma mia. vampire diaries was not censored, so to litte kids. HAHA! mamma mia with all the singing. won't tell detail.


till now. bye!


ps; holiday was not fun.

It's a short post by the way. i just want to greet someone.


Happy 17th birthday to you, abang dihar.
or was it 16th.


wish you good luck in your o'level examination and hope you'll get an excellent results.

twilight.

what a day. i woke up early, just to send afiq and bilah to school. then we send some of the invitations near our house. reached home, i thought i could watch eyeshield 21 just one episode. mama went to my room and said "bah ka, laju tah jalan." afiq did asked mama to go to school at their break time because he said that other moms went to the school, accompanying their son/daughters. i saw cikgu haliza from st. margaret, my former teacher. unforunately, she did not recognise me. she mention that once she had a son studying at MS who coincidently also living at hostel SVNR. i think i knew his son, though i did't asked for her son's name.


after that, we went to other people houses to send the invitations. at 10am, we fetch bilah from the school and we went to Soon Lee lama (as we call it). i bought a pants and a pink shirt. i love to go there because they have the nice pants and shirts there. we decide to go to nini boy's house later, but his car was not there and we assume he was not home. mama was about to give nini boy the invitations. we had a conversation;


mama; ada inda ni kereta nini boy?
me; nada ma. tapi si lulu ada jua tu.
mama; malas mama ingau kan bagi si lulu.
me; eh ma, inda kaka biasa wah panggil si lulu atu nini lulu.
mama; haha. sama macam mama nya.


*note that lulu is my step young indonesian 'grandmother'. well, she's not that young. she's in her 30s. what i mean by young is that my mother is more older than her.


we picked up afiq at 11.20am and adek at 11.40am. and went home after that. i was exhausted.


in the afternoon, i watched 6 or 7 or 8 episodes of eyeshield 21. currently, episode 30. note that eyeshield 21 have more than 300 episode.




our wireless is still not working.


maybe after watching eyeshield 21, i'll watched the time between dog and wolf or was it the wolf and the dog. starring lee jun ki from my girl.


time between the dog and wolf.


guess what time did i went to sleep last night? earlier than before. earlier than the time i sleep at the hostel. haha. at 10pm. i was dizzy.



twilight. twilight. twilight. it's in everyone's mouth already. i can't wait for the movie to come out. well, im tired of waiting though that's why i just ignore about this movie. i just hope that in brunei the releasing date is on 21 of november and not 12 december. if i'm too desperate to watch twilight i'll maybe just go to OGDC's cinema.

returning books.

summary;

today i went to school because we're returning our form three books. i reached at the hostel at 7.20am and changed my clothes and went straight to class. the returning book wasn't that long, so after that we went and play netball in the gymnasium. it's been a week since i played netball. the ball knocked my head and my hips. my leg got cramped. before going home ka herny asked us to watched a DVD in her room. it was restless. i liked the movie. it was a korean movie. unfortunately, i had to go home at 3.30pm eventhough i haven't finished watching the movie.

yesterday, my parents and nini went to bandar for the haji thingy. we did nothing at home. it was a boring day. the end. haha. and yeah, happy belated birthday kaka zimah. i just knew it just now when ka herny mention it.

guess what?! our wireless is not working. we have to use e-speed which is located in the computer room. meaning to say, i can't use wireless in my room, or should i say my sister's room.

baz invite us all classmates to her house at bunut this saturday because they will be a party there in the afternoon. cikgu rozita also was deciding to invite us to her house on sunday, but it was not confirm which sunday. she'll tell us later.

i found out somethings that i was curious about today. 2 secrets reveals.

teacher masnor said that maybe on 24th and 26th the open netball tournament will be held at maktab sains. 3 maximum people from the school team is allowed in the team. i hope i can make it on that day. and i hope i can find a non-school team people to complete my team.

maybe that's all for today.

will update more.

november.

It's been a hard time since our e-speed won't work. i'll have problem blogging at this moment. and guess what did i do to get this wireless? haha. *shuts mouth*


today is the 1st of november, a new month. i would like to say 'Happy birthday to ka nadz' who is i-dont-know years old. haha. it's been a long time since we've met and chatted.


last night, our e-speed did work but i was lazy to go blogging as i was watching eyeshield 21. now im watching episode 20 ;D still a long way to go.


yesterday, i think i just sit at home. doing nothing. hahaha. pity me. ahh, yes. it wasn't actually nothing, i did fold some paper and staple them.


well, today i woke up at 7am. i accompany mama to send afiq and bilah to school. and we went out of the car to send them to their classes and i was like "the school is small if compared to my school" after that, we went to babu eta's house at seria and to her office to print out the invitations. we went back to kaybee, to IBB to take a number and then to baiduri bank to take mama's salary out. guess what?! i saw kaka shasha from SOB, she's working there now. it seems so. later, i was borrowed by babu eta to stay in the car, at the side parking as they were many cars at HongKong Bank. and yeah, i did asked babu eta to stop by at mum's first to buy some food as i was hungry. after that, babu eta send me to rumah nini. mama went there to eat and have a chat with nini then off we went to fetch mizan from school and then adek. i was at the phoenix saloon all afternoon, from 2pm to 6pm. dont ask me what im doing there, i wont tell. you have to find out yourself ;D today i did the folding and stapling again.


that's all about today and yesterday, maybe.



i have a funny story to tell *i think it's funny & embarassing*



just now, when we were at babu eta's house at first we decided to go to babu eta's office using one car only and then it was decided that we were using two cars so mama and i can go home after that straight away. babu eta was still in our car and she came out of the car to go to her car and i, at the back seat went outside too as i want to seat at the front and close the door. mama reversed the car, and i was like "kenapa tabuk di luar berbuka ah" and i looked at the back and found out that the back door was not close.


'well it's not that funny, sorry for wasting your time. haha.'



did they move to their next level of relationship? not that i care. HAHA!


i did something bad today, it was suppose to call baie. haha. sorry uncle ;D



maybe this is all. i want to check the fanfiction and watch eyeshield 21 ;D






TILL NEXT TIME!