sorry.

rafidah, thanks for the compliment. i appriciate it, though some of it was not true. and yes, you are right about me replacing the nira thingy. i was angry at that time. im sorry. frankly, i was just mad at you the time when you confess it all. after that, i was not angry actually. i was sad because that all of the time you were with me, you was thinking me as the new nira. how damn is that?! i know you don't really mean that, regarding from your blog but they way you said the things the other day meant what i understand.

i wasn't mad at you, it's just my ego. i know the time when you stopped me near the gym after cca you were extremely sad. it's not sad, it's more than that, but i ignore that because yeah, my ego. haha. ego, i hate you. sorry fidah for not saying hello to you anymore, for not smiling at you. i just hope that after this if i see you again, if, i will be the old cheerful, annoying mizah. i hope, but i doubt that though.

i'm near speechless. once again, i'm sorry rafidah.

i think i have to have my shower soon cause we have to go to atuk's.