hockey tournament will be held next week at the hockey field, somewhere near the stadium. training starts tomorrow at the school's futsal field. i hope we can we, though i doubt that. coach did said that our opponent will also newbies like us. and i hope they suck like us, haha. we dont really suck though.

my nose bled tadi. luckily i was in the toilet at that time. i was really surprised to find that my nose was bleeding, cause as far as i've concern my nose have never bleed in my teenager years. i even forget the last time my nose ever bleeds. maybe when im still a kid.

im gonna missed wipe out tonight. i like watching wipe out cause its fun!

nothing really happens last monday, i think.

we had our BJSL, brunei junior sports league, tournament last tuesday. we won, 31-15. we were against SMSA, they're from kb if im not mistaken. unfortunately i didnt play, because we were supposed to be at the gym at 4, because teacher's going to bring us there. but i OVERSLEPT. i was exhausted. teacher left me and i walked all the way to MPH. haha, NO! i called my aunt and asked her to send me there. and teacher punished me by not playing for me having NO discipline! sorry cher. and i saw HIM at mph, like WTH?! tuesday was my lucky day, because of some reasons. and we had our hostel cleaning campaign, but i didnt cause i was at MPH.

we celebrate amal's, ka mida's and ka nana's birthday last wednesday. and the cocktail cake was yummy. we ran the 1 m fitness test, and my time was 5.57. i know im slow. i'll try to minimize the time by the next try, that is maybe next week. i forced myself to jump as far as i can. i can only jump till 1.95. something like that. i wanna jump above 2m. i will, soon.

we played hockey today. by playing i mean playing games not drilling. we played against sanal's team (3-0), abang ngah's team(3-0) and the team with the form 3's(2-1). i think you've guess it correctly. we got 0, and 1. against the form 3's we actually can beat them but we were just lacking of playing games, so we're like BLANK! it was a good game though. i really sweat like hell and i wasn't tired. i was tired but not as tired as i was when playing netball. i love hockey!

miss lim gave us our geography paper, and i got low. im sad.

im about to finish reading disenchanted princess, and i have to text kimah to get a new book :D

i'm surviving, but i dont know how long can i survive.

i am happy this week cause im stressless. haha. last week was the worst, cause i seem to get stressed whenever i dont get anything or understand a thing. but this week i have a blur mood. i was like, when i dont know anything i chill and just skip or asked huda. huda hate this week cause she's stressed.

i dont think im looking forward of akademi fantasia anymore cause there's no more cute aril there.

i've got to go. wanna finish reading DP and play NB afterwards! sorry if i write so much, i know im bored. bye.

paris hilton.

i am bored and not in the mood.

did i tell you that tomorrow is my 'grandmother's' son/daughter aka my uncle/aunt marriage? at bandar? so we'll be going in the morning. babah said about 9am? it's early. oh well, i can still sleep in the car. by the way, we make new baju kurung for tomorrow. purple and me love me baju kurung. BUT my mother did something to it. she put i dont know what you called it. it's not actually 'manik' and not 'kisi'. whatever it is i dont like it. and i will 'cabut' it nanti. ohmygod, i just get pissed by this stuff. ha ha, i know! i just hope my baju kurung will turn out to be LAWA. i just want it to be simple, with no whatever the thing my mother puts. argh!

anyways, i love PHYSIC to the core. really. ha ha. i dont even know how to do the questions :S

lalala, i wanna watch a DVD i kind of stole from ka ban. hahaha. not exactly stole, i just borrowed it. there's paris hilton there. i mean in the DVD, who claims to be N's new wife. HAHAHA. whatever. i know you still love me, since im you JULIET.

i missed aril's performance today. and they said that aril's performance is (Y) i wanna watch. i was on my way home when aril perform. aril, why dont you wait for me to perform? dont you love me? hahaha, the hell. i WILL watch it nanti. i hope.

i am hungry and thirsty.

wanna watch PH's DVD. bye!

netball.

i found these pictures at sir izam's picasa. enjoy :D

all of the finalists; SMR, PTEM, MS 'C' and MS 'B'

MS seniors and the juniors :D

the champions of group B, SMR and C, MS.

the group b's

us with our flaming shirts.

the rimba's B. i like the C and WA. WA is the one to the right. the play well. two thumbs up.

i've steal some pictures and will upload it at facebook :D

birthday celebration.

sorry for the little update yesterday. i was going to, but then in the middle of typing my eyes were slightly close and i ended up sleeping for seconds.

updates;

monday, we had our netball tournament with SMSAB (aka bakar) and we won the match. [29-03] that's the score if im not mistaken. we only had one match for the day, but our match was the last one so we still have to went home late.

in this picture: our new jersey. it's lawa but not as lawa as the baby's team (as ka adi would say it) but when you look carefully it is lawa. notice syaz's back jersey, the name MSPSBS as ruined. the kadai's fault, maybe they're newbies in this printing stuff at shirts. our lovely jersey was ruined. btw, this time we were asked to cool down but it's really hot at the time so we just sit in the shadow of the 'tiang'. you cant really see the hot that i mention cause at the time the cloud just seem to cover the sun. you get me right? anyways, i love our team. shapplaaaaaaah :D

wednesday was bilah's and amal's birthday and also the day of our semi final tournament.

tournament first. our tournament is suppose to be held in the afternoon, instead it's in the morning because princess azimah wants to use it in the afternoon so the schedule was changed. our first match was against MASNA and we won. i dont remember the score. next was against PTEM. ka amal azwana was there. she's good in defending, i envy her. we won again. it was a good match though. sadly, ka adi injured her knee in the middle of the match and i was down for a moment. we won gold guys. and i remember teacher masnor said to treat us bowling :D this is our year shaplaaaah.

the seniors group. notice that i was the only one with different jersey and we weren't using our new jersey :D

all of the ms-ians netballers. the baby's got in the final and was against rimba. they must be really really good to beat the rimba. dont EVER underestimate them, they're small and aggresive. i want to be them. anyways, we did excellence this year, keep it up in the following years.




yesterday was my grandfather's birthday and we went to celebrate with lulu's son. i remembered mama telling me that lulu's child was a girl and i was shock to find a guy following them. maybe i misheard. but i do remember mama said that her daughter was beautiful, hahaha. whatever. i had fun yesterday, playing with irdina as always :D the greatest thing about yesterday is that all of our family (mama's side) was all there, including the one in bandar. i am happy :D

i followed uda back to kaybee. uda lived in bandar. we did stop by her house first, because she wants to take her children and take a bath. as i was at her house, i was being bullied by her children. urm, sasya especially. i hate her (shhh). not hate hate her, i just hate her for slapping and punching me and for being an absolute annoyance for me. i hate/ likes to see rafiq's face because he's cute and makes me reminds of someone i shouldn't be remembering (:

ohmygod, i just remembered that i have lots and lots of homeworks because i didn't came to school last wednesday. my homeworks was supposed to be due on wednesday but i didn't do it because i was not present. and i didn't do it wednesday night because we were busy celebrating amal's birthday. speaking of amal's birthday, sorry yeah? people were all stressed out at the time and i knew that you feel sad about that right? but we do have a good time after that right? with me being all stupid and 'clown' haha.

i think i better hit the shower and do my homework.

by the way, tomorrow is hayatul's birthday. i just wanna say HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY GIRL AND YOU'RE OLD. HAHAHA, NADA DEH. JUST BE HAPPY AND LESS WITH THE 'GRUMPY' ATTITUDE. i love you tulls :D

im back at home. there's a celebration for my grandfather's birthday. i dont know how old is he.

anyhoo, i really ant to update my blog but i'm really sleepy so maybe tomorrow
:D sorry

Bahrizah's birthday.

currently watching akademi fantasia. i'm at my cousin's place now, cause it's BAHRIZAH birthday. they got bouncer here, but i haven't play it yet. maybe tomorrow, if i did sleep here or maybe if mama is rajin enough to send me off here tomorrow morning.

i've finished reading SPELLBOUND and now i'm reading kimah's book NOW AND ZEN. interesting so far. i lost atul's comic book KELAYAKAN CINDERELLA. damn right. i went to have my break and then to physic lab. right before 12.30 i realised that atul's book is not with me.

had training today, and it's not that fun cause i have class in between the training. 2.30 till 3.00 i went for training then 3-4 class and continue training till 4.30. i know i can be an example student, ha ha.

time is really fast right? i didnt realise that this coming monday is our netball tournament. wish us luck! if im not mistaken, we'll have tournament from monday till wednesday.

there was a speech competition last thursday; exam tips, dont see red stuff before exam, eat chewing gum during exam, eat chocolate, exercise and more. seriously, i was astonished that i really did pay attention to most of the speeches. it was INTERESTING! and the performance was okay.

hockey; we were to have tournament with other school at 8th may, but we DONT have enough player. i heard teacher masnor's going to have a hockey selection next tuesday at the futsal field. just listen to the announcement i think. fyi, this hockey is for the under 18.

i hate people nowadays. not all, some people. i hate the fact that im actually INVISIBLE. i should be grateful cause im INVISIBLE cause i can do whatever i want. but i AM NOT GRATEFUL. honestly, i've been EMO lately, and it's not good. CAUSE I MIGHT DO CRAZY STUFF LIKE CUTTING MY WRIST AS I'VE DONE BEFORE. just hoping i wouldn't yeah?

wow, i do write alot today yeah?

MS RESEARCH IS KILLING ME, I HATE DOING IT. i even thought of NOT doing it, but my FRIEND said that it's going to be included in the final report WHICH MEANS WE/I HAVE TO DO IT!

fyi, im blogging using handphone. for the first time. cause im bored. and im tired off pressing the button of the hp.

bye.

ps; TO URANG AMBUNG, I DONT KNOW IF YOU DO KNOW YOURSELF AS URANG AMBUNG, KAU AMBUNG WAH. LAMA INDA CHAT SAMA AKU. BORING KU WAH NADA KAU. FAHAM BISAI2 TEXT ANI, JANGAN SALAH FAHAM. AND I DO KNOW KAU USED TO READ MY BLOG, INDA TAU MASANI. ANYWAYS, AKU MAU CAKAP KOSONG DENGAN KAU :D

im outta here.

yo people. feels like years that i haven't updated my blog but i just did like what last last night? laptop are not well these days, so i spend less time with the laptop which should be good cause being in front of the laptop 24 hour is not a good thing. the sad thing is, i cant watch boys over flower. sad.

yesterday, the match ended late. around 7. and babah took me from the indoor stadium and we went to the hostel cause i didn't brought my bag with me. and spellbound too. didn't have time to read it here at home. will read it when i get back at the hostel.

fyi, i watched akademi fantasia last night. and i was awesome! i like aril. he's cute and funny. i dont really know how to describe him. and alif aziz was there last night. he's not that cute though. but i think he look like 'sunshine', minus the teeth and eyes. maybe the dimples look alike. and vince was HOT! he got an awesome voice. i LOVE him.

soon i'll be going back to school. BORING LIFE OF MINE. i pity me.

btw, i just watched confession of a shopaholic and it was awesome! i like it. but unfortunately, i think it's been cut somewhere in the movie. that's why i wanna buy a new one, this time THE ORIGINAL one. and and i watched legally blonde and my head says 'it's cool being a lawyer' unfortunately, i dont take history and i DONT LIKE history. by all my subject, history is really a no no.

will update soon. bye!

yo peeps!

there's a hockey match yesterday in cca, they said it's for the selection of hockey's school team. rugged kaliah. i want to join the hockey school team if there is one for the girls, but us, girls, are out of people for the tournament next month. any people wanna join? idts. anyways, when the boys are playing the game, we, girls are jealous of them and we did have a match between us. we only used the small area, but it was tiring. the thing is we have fun.

this saturday, we're going to be playing netball with princess azimah. i'm looking forward to it :D and guess what? i'll missed my geography class AGAIN! (: we're joining the netball brunei junior league.im not sure of the name, i think it's something like that. it's tournament will be held every tuesday until i dont know. unfortunately, i have classes on tuesday, and teacher asked me to come after my classes as we group C will be starting a little bit late. wish us luck!

i'm reading SPELLBOUND now. it's an amazing book. i've read 200 pages so far. it's a good thing though, cause before i can't even afford to read a paragraph. before, if i read a paragraph then i'll start yawning and ended up sleeping. i just i can adapt my reading interest as before SOON. btw, SPELLBOUND is a must read book. i hate the unfaithful husband. MAYBE there is a guy that him. he said that he REALLY 'LOVE' his wife but he just can't resist girl with skirts. whatever.

nothing much to say though. ahhh, yes. i hate the fact that im using acer laptop now cause it's old and corrupted already. the mac and compaq laptop is at the shop and maybe we'll take it later in the evening cause i also wanna buy new calculator and a correction pen. fyi, i lost my calculator last week. i dont know where it went. maybe the calculator is bored with me already.

eat time! fyi, my stomach aches yesterday, still aching today though. to be specific it's my muscle in my stomach that aches. maybe because of the fitness test last wednesday. anyways, i finished all 5 or was it 6? except for the 1.6km run :D

okay makan makan!

another quiz

Another one i took, i just spell my name and tadaaaaa (:

• Creating (what do you mean?)
  
• Self-expression (am i stupid or what? cause i dont know what it means. haha. )
  
• Joy-bringer ( you think?)
  
• Happiness (me happy? yes, im gay)
  
• Enjoyment of life (honestly, i dont really enjoy life. is that what it means?)
  
• Fun ( yes, im fun. i know. if you add 'ny', im funny :D)
  
• Charm
• Communication
• Emotions
• Enthusiastic (i get over enthusiastic when i ate fish balls. HAHA. )
  
• Imaginative (yes, i am. i like to exaggerate story which nonsence stuffs)
  
• Inspirational (im inspired by the present of sunlight :) )
  
• Gift of words (you mean i know what to say? no? )
  
• Optimism (sometimes)
  
• Friendships(no)
• Openness(too open, which can hurt most people)

another one (:

Emotional and loving Intuitive and imaginative Shrewd and cautious Protective and sympathetic Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go (haha)

Interests

• Cooking, catering, gardening, children, water sports, interior decorating and design, furniture making, and collecting things

i dont know how to cook, catering is food right?, no gardening, i like kids, what is an example of a water sport? , i dont do design, do i have no life until i wanna make furniture? , collect what?

Hates

• Being mocked

everyone hates being mocked kaliah. hahahha, what does mock means?

Suitable Careers

• Cook, dietician, farmer, fisherperson, gardener, genealogist, historian, builder, hotel worker, landowner, lifeguard, manufacturer, merchant, nutritionist, non-profit founder or manager, plumber, rancher, sailor

as i've mention, i dont cook. and farm. nor fishing. and garden, again. genealogist? no interest in history. body builder? hotel worker? sorry, i want to be the manager :D landowner of? whatever it says, i dont think im interest. I ONLY THINK.


i think this is it. i mean the end of the quiz. if i feel like i have no life tomorrow, i will do the quiz, not again, but other quiz. actually im watching akademi fantasia now but babah changed to channel 411 which means no akademi fantasia for now, but it seems like the movie is about to finish, i hope so. and i still hoping to watch ASHRAF SINCLAIR in GOL AND GINCU THE SERIES later (: please angel, make my wish come true. i love you angel :)

quiztime

i get this from neb and i find this interesting. enjoy.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

efficient problem solver? i dont think so, but i do listen to both side.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

maybe? who knows?

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

im not sure about this (:

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

haha, the hell?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

education is important for me, and i really do want to become older and have job and earn money :D

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

i think so?

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

hahaha, im not sure about this cause i dont know. the sentence just dont seem right.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

first maybe. second, ????

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i dont usually give good advice cause i'm always speechless.

ANOTHER QUIZ I'VE TAKEN.

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

i did took many quiz, but i didnt post all of them here. i post this because i wanna highlight MY future, to be a movie star and artist? hahaha, never dream of being one. well, i did BUT NOT A BRUNEIAN ARTIST, SORRY.

this is for now, will post again if i saw anything interesting. fyi, i haven't had my bath, haha. i hope i'll go take my bath soon :D

today's training

homework's getting more and more each day, and as for me, i'm getting lazier and more distracted each day. by distracted, i mean like drama DVD.

i got training today, and it was not that tiring cause i don't play that much. fyi, ka froggy's back and we sang her a birthday song. we will have training for the nest tuesday and saturday for the group C's, BUT i can't come cause both of the days i have classes. teacher asked me to come after my class and maybe she'll asked me to join the group B's training which is on monday and i dont know. training with them equals to awkward and old. hahaha, cause i dont know any of them, except jiah, and i'm the oldest or well known as their senior. we're maybe going to JIS this wednesday, BUT I HAVE CLASS AND TEACHER ASKED ME NOT TO DITCH CLASS FOR NETBALL.

mama said no when i said i want to buy lens, cause my eyes are always red because of it. BUT I HAVE TO PERSUADE HER cause i needed it when i play netball. netball is scary when you use glasses, cause the ball may hit hard on your face and break your glass. and maybe it may break the glass which will go into your eyes. (jauh palis)

i thought i have lots to say, and now i have NOTHING.

i'm looking forward to watch gol and gincu the series later at 11 plus. i hope babah will go to sleep early :D

i wanna have my bath, it's 8.22pm meaning to say it's late (:

i've finished watching SILENCE, and it's awesome. me like. vic zhou is handsome and he's body is freaking hot. i don't like the ending though, cause he died. my hot and handsome hero died from a heart cancer. i'm searching for people who got THE HOSPITAL cd, with jerry in it (: i'm also waiting for jiah's boys over flower cd this saturday. i hope she don't forget, and i also hope that i didn't forget to remind her tomorrow. remind me people, thanks :D

my day this week flew just like that. i really don't realise my precious time flew that fast. i don't believe that it's thursday already. it's like cca, wow. hahaha. you wanna know why it flew that fast? i filled my time with watching SILENCE, 24hr? except my school hours. monday, after having my lunch, i watched SILENCE from 1 till 5. then i have netball and dinner. after that i continued watching till 7, have my bath and pray. then i continued watching it until 10, then i do my homework and sleep. my day from monday till today, it's only SILENCE SILENCE SILENCE. it's NOT boring, cause he's HOT!

surprisingly, i was chosen to compete in the sport day. HAHA. it was my first time, duhh, last year was the first time i joined the sport selection. i joined 200m, relay and discuss. fyi, i dont really think i can win this thing cause there are people faster and have more skill (in the field event) than me. i was just lucky cause less laksamana people joined the sport selection. just wish me luck!

i got loads of homework to hand in next saturday. POA, malay and math. i cant solve the math equation and it's driving me crazy. i think i have to asked blub blub to check my working, cause lately i tend to make careless mistake which blub blub can spot it and help me too. blub blub! i like the sound.

by the way, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMIRAH AND BABU JAH. april fool. sorry babu jah, i really dont know when your birthday is. but i think it doesnt matter if i dont greet you, though you did say it matters, cause you said there was many greeting from others and you're tired replying their messages right? anyways, happy belated birthday.

hockey was okay, but i didnt say hello to ...... and .........was not there (:

it's late, NOT. it's only 11.30 but i want to do something that will make me sleep. i'm thinking of a movie to watch, but i dont know what. i wanna watch confession of a shopaholic, which is with USU.

have i told you that i've watched the lastest barbie movie. it was okay. this year there will be another barbie movie, barbie musketeer (did i spell it correctly?). i wanna watch, tell me people just incase im not that updated at that time.

okay then, my back's aching. sleep sleep sleep DVD sleep sleep sleep :)