orange is so not my colour.

selamat hari raya aidil fitri.

i love jonghun MORE.

selamat hari raya.

bilah version of my hari raya greetings.

any similarities?

we spend too many money at hua ho last saturday and they repay us by giving us free green packets. thanks hua ho. spot the adidas green packet? i know. cool right? i think mama dont wanna use it, so maybe i can keep it. and the cow too. sadly, they cow green packet is small. i dont like small green packet cause they have to fold the money and money becomes ugly.

i wanna wear my tudung like that tomorrow morning. i'm gonna be 'datin' mizah. HAHA. we're just testing our baju kurung. can you see that we both have the same baju? i know. i wanna know how i'll feel tomorrow, wearing the same baju as adek. HAHA. just so you know, i've stopped wearing the same baju kurung as my sister but now i just wanna try again. HA HA.

OMG, it's like battle field here. fireworks everywhere. seriously, it's deafening. the sound's so loud that i couldn't help myself from looking out at the window. it's pretty, despite the scary and deafening sound. I LOVE HARI RAYA!

i wanna wish all whoever knows me, a very selamat hari raya. haha, sounds wrong. anyways, i wanna apologize for my wrongdoings and yeah, you know how it goes right? HAHA. it don't sound sincere at all. i wanna apologize for whatever i've done wrong and i will not promise to not repeat it again. it's life right? :D

last saturday, we went bandar from morning till night. we're shopping. at first, at of us wouldn't want to follow, but babah said we must. thank god, we did buy stuff. i'll be upset if i follow them and not buying anything. babah did spend a lot of money. by a lot i mean aaaaaaaaa loooot. HAHA. thanks babah.

bought the new barbie, barbie and the three musketeer. it was good :D to think again, i never said any barbie movie bad. i love barbie. sadly, i haven't watch it till the end, cause we were watching it on our way home from bandar and i felt really tired and felt asleep. hope to watch it soon.

cant wait till tomorrow.

2009 is not my year.

2pm's gonna continue on without jay?! omg. i'd rather them continue on without jay rather than having a new guy on the group. it'll be weird though. 2pm have 6 member? sounds wrong :(

what's with 2009 everyone? jay's gone and kangin's in trouble. pity them. i dont think 2009 is a good year. seriously. i've had enough of this year. i'm only praying that 2010 is coming soon and hoping it'll be a good year than this. nothing's good happen to me this year, except the one that i got my very first gold medal for many many years. aside from that, nothing good ever happened.

i want to be a MAKNAE. cause maknae gets love from everyone and not the noona. can't i rewind time and undo everything? :(


see the middle picture of taec and jiyoung. so sweet. so near. so jealous-able. HAHA.


i love my current hair, but i want it LONGER. i think maybe i have to wash my hair every two hours? HAHA. stupid idea.

hottie.

junsu of 2pm.

this is taecyeon though he look a little bit chubbier.

ohh, this is junghoon. he is my current addiction. i love him <3

lee hongki. i just watched his mnet scandal. i love him. lesser than junghoon. haha!

taeyang.

joonghyun. watched the super junior parody. and shinee is their kid. though JH have no parents. he said that it's good to be a player. like si won. HAH!

i love him, this pretty boy.

leeteuk. he's kangin wifey (in the parody) and the mummy of hongki. woo!

eunhyuk. he's with donghae and minho's the son. aww.

as i've mention, siwon is a player. have no couple. he's HOT!

hankyung. i just love him. he's hot in supergirl.

i miss my room. HAHA.

i've been a good girl today. went to make popia from 4 till 6. didn't went up to my room. have sungkai. then i went up to my room. i miss my room. i wanna do mor after this. after adik had her bath. i dont wanna take a bath (as usual :D) but i think i have to since i hang out too much in the kitchen and it's hot. not that i'm sweating. it's just hot and will feel comfortable after bathing. will think twice again after this whether to take a bath or not (:

i haven't got any song to learn yet.

youtube won't let me see hongki's mnet scandal.

so, i just woke up from my short-and-dreamless sleep. guess who woke me up? afiq, that is and he was like, "you get out of here". don't believe me, but it's true.

the above picture is what i've been doing lately. reading einstein and playing the keyboard. i wanna learn another song cause i'm bored with haru haru already. bytheway, einstein book was suppose to be okay. i think? despite the fact that there is a chapter or maybe it is more than one chapter of physic. i know. ahhhhh. i'll just bear with it. einstein is such a good example yknow. *insert sarcasm. he didn't get good marks & he purposely fail his study. he even get rejected for most of his job applications. don't want to tell any further :D

went out sungkai at serikandi earlier today. suppose we go there alone. by alone i mean our family alone. then mama invited nini boy and all of them. it's frustrating that mirah and dina wasn't there. i miss them. hope to see them soon ):

i think i have to start doing homework sooner since next week's raya and i might forget how to do ze homework :D

our daily conversation,

mizah: afiq ikut mama jalan kah?
afiq: awu. kenapa?
mizah: mama facial jua saja tu. karang lama tunggu.
afiq: afiq be patient saja.

hours after that,

mizah: afiq, afiq patient tah tadi masa mama facial?
(afiq shakes his head)
afiq: lama wah mama.

another conversation,

afiq: wah, lama wah afiq tidur tadi.
adik: awu, pukul 2 sampai 6. 4 jam.
afiq: afiq rasa lapar wah tadi. yatah afiq tidur. sekali sampai pukul 6. sekali tadi afiq mimpi.
kami: pasal apa?
afiq: afiq mimpi pasal makanan. banyak lagitu makanan. nyamaaaan. ada keropok lekor lagitu.

HAH!

einstein.

i love the super junior super girl's new music video. they're super hot. i just realise that most of the guys that i love from super junior are on the M group. wow. love them.

i've learned the haru haru song. wow. though i'm slow, but i know how to play it :p wanna play other song. any suggestion?

i slept at 3.33am yesterday and woke up at 4am for sahur. HAHA. i know. alang alang.

went out with bff today to the book store. it was next to the crocs store. or was it the same store? i'm not sure. i love the stuff there. girly & cute stuff. really. haha. found it funny though. me liking all the stuff. wow. me having a new interest :p bought einstein and shakespeare book of the dead famous. then we went to kb town and just walk around. went to tamu and soon lee then back home. i had fun with her. but time's so short that it wasn't enough for us. hope to see you soon bff.

HAHA. i watched autumn in my heart episode 1. i was bored. i doubt that i'll watch it till the end.

oh, my life is so empty now. haha. have nothing to do. have nothing to tell.

haru haru piano by me. huahua.

i love you wah handsome :D

hoping that i'll dream bout you tonight.

aku pandai main piano sudah. sikit. haha. lagu haru haru. adik ku ajar. terima kasih wahai adik ku sayang. kaka sayang adik :p NOT! hahaha. nada wah.

you. i wanna try to stop thinking about you. banar. tapi i cant. so, i think i better just act like nothing happens. it's good right? deep in my heart i'll always love you :p i put the smiley face because it's corny word to say but yeah, it's true.

night people. i love you.

abracadabra

why can't you let a girl dream? why must you crush the innocent, sweet girl's dream? pity her.

went to KTM to sungkai just now. met bff. miss her already. i didn't know the restaurant at first. then i was like, ohh this shop. we usually pass by the restaurant and didn't even bother to went in. the food was okay.

kangah showed me the book she's reading. isaac newton and his apple. looks interesting. and she wants to bring me to the shop tomorrow. cant wait. i wanna buy jua. it's all about them, the famous people and their life before they became famous. on second thought, i only can buy like one or two books since i got only a little of my money with me. or maybe babah will be back from work early and maybe i can ask from him. i hope.

lama eh mau habis sekulah. hahaha. i want to work soon enough, cause if i work and have lots of money i can buy stuffs. using my own money. i envy them who have allowance. pity me, have none. i wanna buy handbags and shoes. and DVDs. and story books. and clothes. and many many things.

i've watched taecyeon's scandal video. the day 1 & 2. i hate the girl. taec's so sweet.

i am craving for KFC and maggi. HAHA.

guess what song i'm addicted to? i know you're gonna say maybe korean song. yeah, obviously. i'm addicted to ABRACADABRA BY DIRTY EYED GIRLS. woo. i know. the song is like lanji? hahaha. cali wah.

i want to play the song haru haru on the piano. please adik. belajar the song and ajar kaka soon. love you :p

lullaby

goodnight people. i love you.

happy holiday.

like the hell. we were tuning on TV3. the malay drama OST is the same as fullhouse's. macam apakan?! haha.

i've recovered from my emo-ness. thank god it only took me one day. i couldn't imagine me being emo for like more than a day. i'll be so black. haha. get me? emo? black? HAHA.

both of them make me crazy. asking me to play with them in one time. HAHA. it's okay though. mizah can handle it :D

yeah. HAPPY HOLIDAY GUYS. i love holiday, cause i get to get up late in the morning and sleep late. i wouldn't have to listen to my alarm waking me up in the morning. i get to ignore school and some stressing stuff and just go surfing my so-hot korean boyfriends and watch their funny videos. i also get to watch many DVDs and dramas. thinking of that, i have like FIVE drama to watch. OMG!

i regretted to have come to school yesterday. not THAT regret. i was like, "it is better to not come to school and sleeeeeep" cause teacher even gave them, the absent people discount. i pity them who came to school just for math. secondly, NO mib presentation. if i knew that there would be no mib presentation, i wouldn't have come to school. not that i care whether i came to school or no. what past is past. let us just concentrate to the future :p

i can't wait to go sungkai with them family tomorrow. i haven't been able to met bff like months? i miss her. can't wait. seems that i wouldn't be able to sleep tonight. right. i think i would sleep better tonight with an extra loud snore. HAHA.

jonghoon. have his own scandal video. like hell. but there's none with english subtitle yet. i think. or there is? tell me asap if there is with the english subtitle. i have to see the video. SOON.

went to eat at the restaurant beside enghong yesterday. it was delicious. as usual. and did i ever mention that i've bought new shoes? one for raya and one for me going shopping :D

one more week till raya. cant wait.

this is taecyeon. i know, double H. handsome and hot.

jonghoon. he's cute <3>

emo confession.

i really dont believe that i'd say this, but yeah i am.

i think i'm gonna stop.

yeah, you heard me right.

i dont think i can survive this way.

but i have to.

you make me.

thanks for everything.

i'll pray for your happiness.

ohmygod,
my heart is like being punched,
being torn apart.

well guys, this is life.

i was thinking of avoiding myself from onlining and facebooking.

maybe just for a few days only.

lets just see what'll happen.

about the avoiding from online-ing and facebook-ing thingy, i really doubt that though.

ft island hottie.

"rain is going down" it's a song. it's not like i want him to 'go down' or anything like that. get me? HAHA. though he really look like a loser now. not him, the hair. he's still hot. the new but 90's kind of hair of him.

i've found a new hottie. jong hoon. wait, how to spell his name again? i think it's joong hoon, or maybe joonghon. it's either. he's the guitarist in ft island. lav him!

i'm staying at the hostel today. boring, i know. mamit is staying at seria. so i cant sleep at her house. on second thought this is my first and last stay on thursday of ramdhan for this year at the hostel. and i get to pack up my stuff for this unwaitable coming holiday. HOHO.

i was thinking of not coming to school on saturday, but cikgu ramlah postpone our mosque presentation on saturday. she'll freaking minus my mark if i'm absent. I WAS FORCE TO COME TO SCHOOL THIS SATURDAY. NO! and teacher datin was funny earlier. she asked us to come to school this saturday (some of us even have decided to be absent that day) because she wanted finish up the topic. she said, "if you'll gonna be absent saturday, your homework will be 3c. ALL. but if you come on saturday, there'll be discount" HAHA.

i haven't gone for terawih this year. i just realised. hoho.

watched hatenkou yugi. it was awesome. though i still haven't figured out what the story is about. maybe it's about them, comrades. they're awesomely awesome, yknow. lav dem. i love alzeid most. i wonder until what episode it have.

JAYBOEM! do i spell it correctly? he's gone to seattle and left 2pm leaderless. i love jay. why must he leave? it's just a small matter baby. 2pm's not fun without you boy. come back soon. please, for the sake of your awesome fan (:

i wonder what'll i do tonight. maybe i'll be watching shining inheritence :D

'i thought after my obsession towards the korean guys i'll be so over you but no, i still love you they way i do before i became this addicted to korean stuff. you're just you yknow. i keep asking when will my love ends for you.'

mozilla is sick

try clicking on it. this shows up when i wanted to reopen the broken mozilla.

is 'a fool's only tear' the name of the song? i'm not sure, but i'm loving it. it's sang by bigbang fyi.

i've watched super junior's come to play and now i'm loading DBSK's come to play. i love it. wanna watch more and more of their video and all. i'm expecting my two week of holiday will be filled with korean stuffs. haha. seriously.

i hate mozilla when it makes a problem. see, now i can't use it. thank god there's avant and internet explorer. i love mozilla more baby. get well soon mozilla, so i can use you. now, i'm using the not-so-fun avant. huhu.

after sahur, i went to afiq's room and play with them. then i fell asleep there till morning. in the afternoon, we went to grandma's house at lumut. there's along & the family too. had sungkai there. i even fell asleep there, while babah went for terawih.

nothing much happened today though. i have to finish my english and math homework by tomorrow. i just remembered that thursday, we'll have a biology test. i dont really like tests, especially when i'm in this level. i often get low marks. maybe because my lacking of studying? i know. i think i better start studying soon. ne nerd! haha. i've said that so many time already.

i dont really like DBSK nowadays, cause i'm in love with the before-i-dont-love super junior. i love ryeo wook, shiwon & eun hyuk, but i love shiwon more. sorry DBSK, i'm still a fan though.

it's nearly 3am. i think i better get to sleep. i have to wake up at 4am. one hour is not enough, but it's okay. i'll sleep again after sahur.

"you're a sweet-talker. i love it, but i'm trying to not fall for it. get it? i can easily fall for easy stuff like that, but i'm trying hard not to. sorry."

"i love you. don't you get it?! haha, i sound desperate. dont mind me dude. take your time. it's not that i have to have to now. i will try, until i'm too tired to continue. so let me be this way."

HAPPY RAMADHAN PEOPLE.

practical exam's over.

yours deeper baby :D

chemistry pratical was okaaaay. i think.i didn't read chemistry yesterday, because i was busy going out. i slept at mamit's last thursday. followed mamit to seria to babu eta's house. stayed there till noon. went back to bandar, with usu tagging along. slept till 5pm. went sungkai at orchid garden. babah went bandar to celebrate mizan's birthday that day, september 4th. met sir azlan there. then we went to the mall. went back at 10. ate KFC. then watched the new BRING IT ON. i was awesomely awesome. woohoo! though i dislike the ending. too straightforward. finished watching the movie at 1am, and i sleep. see, i'm too busy to read. but i did read it, after sahur and in the class. and the practical went well.

i am so proud of myself. i've overcome my fear of lighting the match myself. hoho. i like it. i wanna light the match more often. haha.

i re-watch bigbang global warning (Y)

must watch super junior's videos. now!

yeah, baby's (hadi) birthday is within 1 hour. happy birthday baby. see you 1st of syawal :D

1 week more to HOLIDAY!

"i'm afraid to face the undeniable truth"

zero is hot!

i'm tired of taking care of these chickens. haha! i'm bored. and guess what i'm doing now. chicken chase. haha! i'm in level 46 already. jobless me.

had pe today. didnt do anything though. the form 3s were having a briefing for their next year's physical education. i'm not sure if it's compulsory or not. but it's damn cool. i wanna have the pe for o level. you get to choose 4 sports and study them. all the theory and rules and whatsoever. what excites me the most; one of the sport is RUGBY! i really want to play rugby. i'm hoping that next year there'll be rugby. and hopefully girls are allow too. please.

physic practical tomorrow. woohoo! i haven't read anything yet. hopefully i pass with flying colours. haha!

'i got to drop it like it's hot'

i watched vampire knight again last night. it was (Y) wanna continue tonight. after reading physic, i think. haha!

wish me goodluck people.

peace!

siwon addiction!

my current addiction, si won!

haha, yeah i know. i've been crazy over korean guys lately. there is one non-korean guy that i'm addicted to. woo! eventhough, i'm currently addicted to si won, taeyang is still on the top! yeah!

been watching 'exploring human body'. that's where i become addicted to si won, the horse guy. haha. and the athletic one, too. i think this show is good. not only good, excellent! rated five star by me. not only you can study the human body, but you can also watch hot and handsome korean guys simultaneously. and they're superduperly funny. and awesome!

biology exam practical was okay. i think. it was our very first exam practical and i was nervously shaking while waiting sir to give us the paper. i think i've done something wrong with the second part of first question. it have no reaction at all. it's like impossible. rather that leaving the paper blank, i just make an hantam assumption. haha! cloudy white emulsion formed. rrright, but i hope it's correct. haha!

physic is next. thursday. thank god we have a day of rest. im not sure what to read though. pendulum? lamina? or maybe the micrometer screw gauge's measurement? sounds easy. but i know it isn't. since when does physic sounds easy to you? damn never!

i am fasting today. feels weird though. cause my pms just stopped. and i used to eat every noon and all. thank god that it didnt last longer.

im sleepy now, but i dont think i wanna sleep yet.

woo! one more heavenly week to go then ITS HOLIDAY people. woohoo! i desperately need a holiday. and raya is soon. cant wait!