what a day.
selamat hari raya aidil adha to all the muslim people. it's suppose to be yesterday but it's still valid, right?
went to kb to spend our raya there. fyi, kb refers to our granny's house. we celebrated haikal's 1st birthday. then went to lumut and then era's.
we arrived at era's at 3pm, and we even played the bouncer despite that the guest arrives at 4pm.
slept there. i guess that is also my lucky place to sleep since i dream about 'you' last night. and it was awesome-er than before's.
played bouncer again in the morning, and it's when i get my freaking sunburn. i did have fun, despite the water entering my nose, bruises i got from bumping into others and my mouth bleeds. i am okay. i didnt really bother about my bruises, cause it doesnt hurt a lot. my finger is what i care the most now. cause i keep on moving it and it hurts.
stopped playing at noon, had my shower and i slept while watching CSI. fyi, i was sleeping beside dina. they woke me up to have my lunch. i woke up and find right in front of my eyes. she's cute. i asked her to kiss me then i went to sleep again, five mins only. HAHA.
ate, wait till the food's being disgest then i sleep again on the couch where rafiq and uda is sleeping. you can tell how sleepy i am. mama woke me up and asked me to pack up.
went home, and start doing the laundry and all. damn that maid. why did she have to have her 'vacation' while i'm here. mama even teach me to goreng ayam. HAHAHAHA. i admit that i dont usually cook, and fyi my ayam taste ok. HAHAHA.
i'm watching yuhee with adik now. and it's my third time. hahaha (:
i think i'll be sleeping soon.
p.s. sha, maybe the fact that i've missed you so much makes me dream about you. i really glad i did, cause i get to see you even if it's only a dream (: happy holiday <3
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
stars at the sky
we were having lots of fun today, but somehow i felt that something's been missing and it's you ): like seriously, there's something missing from the fun. it's the fact that i'm missing you so badly ):
so, we went out to sea view hotel's restaurant. we had barbeque & steamboat for dinner. i burnt my hand. the 'oil' keep on splashing on my pitiful hand.
"that shows that someone doesn't goes to the kitchen much", babah said.
yeah, i admit. i dont go to the kitchen. well, literally i do go to the kitchen when having our lunch/dinner. i dont do cooking stuff (: anyways, we celebrated era's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY (:
you're still 10, and you've got a long journey to go. dont waste it. i sound like old people, lecturing their children. anyways, live life to the fullest and try not to regret anything in the future. just enjoy your life as a kid, cause you wouldn't get the chance to turn it back one day. enjoy your day and we'll hit the bouncer on saturday, yeah? :D
this is boring. i have to use this computer in the computer room, as we called it, to play the internet and all cause our laptop's charger misbehave ): and we refuse bring the laptop to the shop ): maybe we will. some other time. well, for now i'll just have to go here and play. it's just that i dont think i have my privacy here, cause it's near to my parents room and i'll get caught if i sleep late.
i've been learning to play yiruma's river flows in you's keybord (: and i'm quarter away? HAHA. atleast you can recognise the sound of it :D
it's almost 11pm, and babah's gonna come back soon from tadarus and i think i have to go. tata (:
ps, i wanna see you. i wanna chat with you. i wanna dream about you. but all of these seems impossible. i dont know why (:
so, we went out to sea view hotel's restaurant. we had barbeque & steamboat for dinner. i burnt my hand. the 'oil' keep on splashing on my pitiful hand.
"that shows that someone doesn't goes to the kitchen much", babah said.
yeah, i admit. i dont go to the kitchen. well, literally i do go to the kitchen when having our lunch/dinner. i dont do cooking stuff (: anyways, we celebrated era's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY (:
you're still 10, and you've got a long journey to go. dont waste it. i sound like old people, lecturing their children. anyways, live life to the fullest and try not to regret anything in the future. just enjoy your life as a kid, cause you wouldn't get the chance to turn it back one day. enjoy your day and we'll hit the bouncer on saturday, yeah? :D
this is boring. i have to use this computer in the computer room, as we called it, to play the internet and all cause our laptop's charger misbehave ): and we refuse bring the laptop to the shop ): maybe we will. some other time. well, for now i'll just have to go here and play. it's just that i dont think i have my privacy here, cause it's near to my parents room and i'll get caught if i sleep late.
i've been learning to play yiruma's river flows in you's keybord (: and i'm quarter away? HAHA. atleast you can recognise the sound of it :D
it's almost 11pm, and babah's gonna come back soon from tadarus and i think i have to go. tata (:
ps, i wanna see you. i wanna chat with you. i wanna dream about you. but all of these seems impossible. i dont know why (:
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
love
it's been a while since i heard about you. i did saw you the other day but it doesn't mean that i know how well you're doing, right? well, physically i do but mentally i dont. it's just so hard to just wait for you here and i do know that i have to do something about it but i dont. it's just so hard. wait, it is not hard. it's just me that's making all of it so complicated. and is giving you up a good thing? cause i've been thinking of it for awhile now, and i dont seem to have come up with something, yet.
so, it's already past noon and i'm still in my pyjamas (: i'll have my shower later, perhaps. before babah comes back from work and scold me :D
era's staying over at our's last night. adek and era slept at around 3, i think. i'm not much of a night-waker anymore. i'll be extremely sleepy when the clock strikes midnight, like extremely sleepy. last night, i remembered i was lying down on the bed without a pillow beneath my head and i'm not sure of my body position. but for sure i slept with my lens on. how dangerous is that? it's my first and hopefully last time. i did remember, reminding myself to take it off before going to sleep. but somehow i forget. or maybe i'm just too tired to take it off. anyways, era said to me that i talked in my sleep. i said something about number four and something. i have no idea what dream i have last night.
i finished remember me yesterday and i like the ending of it. and now, im reading the one and only (: i'm already halfway through the book though i just read it earlier this morning. well, the book's thinner than my usual books are :D as adek always complains, "buku kaka ani tabal tabal wah" and i have no comment about that and i take that as a compliment :D
played with mirah and irdina last night at babu eta's :D mirah's getting chubbier. it's been months, or is it just weeks that i last saw mirah?
mama's back and i think babah's gonna be back soon too. so yeah, time to hit the shower :D
so, it's already past noon and i'm still in my pyjamas (: i'll have my shower later, perhaps. before babah comes back from work and scold me :D
era's staying over at our's last night. adek and era slept at around 3, i think. i'm not much of a night-waker anymore. i'll be extremely sleepy when the clock strikes midnight, like extremely sleepy. last night, i remembered i was lying down on the bed without a pillow beneath my head and i'm not sure of my body position. but for sure i slept with my lens on. how dangerous is that? it's my first and hopefully last time. i did remember, reminding myself to take it off before going to sleep. but somehow i forget. or maybe i'm just too tired to take it off. anyways, era said to me that i talked in my sleep. i said something about number four and something. i have no idea what dream i have last night.
i finished remember me yesterday and i like the ending of it. and now, im reading the one and only (: i'm already halfway through the book though i just read it earlier this morning. well, the book's thinner than my usual books are :D as adek always complains, "buku kaka ani tabal tabal wah" and i have no comment about that and i take that as a compliment :D
played with mirah and irdina last night at babu eta's :D mirah's getting chubbier. it's been months, or is it just weeks that i last saw mirah?
mama's back and i think babah's gonna be back soon too. so yeah, time to hit the shower :D
Monday, November 23, 2009
sister love.
thank you for being my bestfriend, roommate and sister. you'll always be in my most important person list. you've been a good company and sister to me, though you're disgusting. you're the most disgusting person i've met, still i love you. your fart and burp never failed to make us laugh. you disgusting pumpkinhead.
i'll sure miss sleeping, dancing, singing, gossiping, eating, showering, playing netball, watching videos with you.
i know that we dont usually show our love towards each other, but you do know that i love you right? though my girlfriend is dara and go ara. HAHA, the hell.
i just wanna say that you're the most disgusting sister that i've had. HAHA. i love you sister. you're the best korean little sister that i've had. best little sister, apart from my sister.
hopefully we wont be awkward around each other after this. i'm afraid that i'll be less updated about you. yknow you always left me without any news.
best of luck and i'll always love you, NUR AMIRAH EHSANI.
i'll sure miss sleeping, dancing, singing, gossiping, eating, showering, playing netball, watching videos with you.
i know that we dont usually show our love towards each other, but you do know that i love you right? though my girlfriend is dara and go ara. HAHA, the hell.
i just wanna say that you're the most disgusting sister that i've had. HAHA. i love you sister. you're the best korean little sister that i've had. best little sister, apart from my sister.
hopefully we wont be awkward around each other after this. i'm afraid that i'll be less updated about you. yknow you always left me without any news.
best of luck and i'll always love you, NUR AMIRAH EHSANI.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
no napunyojaya hariya
what a week. thank god it's ending.
i haven't had enough sleep lately. when i get back home i'll sleep as much as i can, like reaaaaaaly sleep.
monday - HIV & AIDS talk. it was okay, but it'll be even okay if we were to go to the gym to play kaki tiga. had dance practise at the afternoon till 3pm. then went to the front shop, to search for ms research stuff. we walked there. when back to the hostel at 5pm, then went to play netball. in the evening, we started to do our mushroom.
tuesday - cangkah saing, bm sprint. we won. the red team. woo! then at 12pm, got the survey. it's about the global warming. lame survey. and i do mostly 'i dont know', since it's one of the choices in MCQ. had practise again in the afternoon after the meeting at the gym. continue mushroom at night while watching bigbang till 2pm.
wednesday - had sprint math and got number 5 out of 11. congrats. had practise and pe thingy in the afternoon.
thursday - talentime, was okay. nothing much happened.
friday - jog in the morning. and had the hostel sport day, and it was mostly the track events. got third for all the 100m, 200m and 100X 4m. then had netball tournament and we won. some of us had injured their legs. pity them, especially huda who have to use tongkat. thank god i was okay. practise dance routine for hostel. then do the annoying mushroom till evening.
saturday - ms research for the whole morning. then teacher called me to join the pe thingy again. played badminton then went to school to cuci mata and i watched sha played futsal. had the malam anugerah in the evening. it was till 1am.
sunday - had cleaning campaign. and i slept from 5pm till 7pm. i snored :p
tomorrow will be my last day to school, cause i'll go back at mamit's tomorrow and follow her to seria tuesday morning. i have two concerns; mia & sha.
mia wont be in the hostel again next year ): will be sleeping alone from next year onwards, hopefully.
sha, you said that you maybe wont be here again next year. is it confirmed? i dont want you to leave. if tomorrow i didnt see you that'll mean that yesterday was the last time i'll be seeing you. im hoping that you'll stay, but i know im no one to stop your decision ): i wanna stop loving you, but i cant. it's torturing that i have to stop from loving you. saranghaeyo.
i haven't had enough sleep lately. when i get back home i'll sleep as much as i can, like reaaaaaaly sleep.
monday - HIV & AIDS talk. it was okay, but it'll be even okay if we were to go to the gym to play kaki tiga. had dance practise at the afternoon till 3pm. then went to the front shop, to search for ms research stuff. we walked there. when back to the hostel at 5pm, then went to play netball. in the evening, we started to do our mushroom.
tuesday - cangkah saing, bm sprint. we won. the red team. woo! then at 12pm, got the survey. it's about the global warming. lame survey. and i do mostly 'i dont know', since it's one of the choices in MCQ. had practise again in the afternoon after the meeting at the gym. continue mushroom at night while watching bigbang till 2pm.
wednesday - had sprint math and got number 5 out of 11. congrats. had practise and pe thingy in the afternoon.
thursday - talentime, was okay. nothing much happened.
friday - jog in the morning. and had the hostel sport day, and it was mostly the track events. got third for all the 100m, 200m and 100X 4m. then had netball tournament and we won. some of us had injured their legs. pity them, especially huda who have to use tongkat. thank god i was okay. practise dance routine for hostel. then do the annoying mushroom till evening.
saturday - ms research for the whole morning. then teacher called me to join the pe thingy again. played badminton then went to school to cuci mata and i watched sha played futsal. had the malam anugerah in the evening. it was till 1am.
sunday - had cleaning campaign. and i slept from 5pm till 7pm. i snored :p
tomorrow will be my last day to school, cause i'll go back at mamit's tomorrow and follow her to seria tuesday morning. i have two concerns; mia & sha.
mia wont be in the hostel again next year ): will be sleeping alone from next year onwards, hopefully.
sha, you said that you maybe wont be here again next year. is it confirmed? i dont want you to leave. if tomorrow i didnt see you that'll mean that yesterday was the last time i'll be seeing you. im hoping that you'll stay, but i know im no one to stop your decision ): i wanna stop loving you, but i cant. it's torturing that i have to stop from loving you. saranghaeyo.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
one of my sleepless schoolnights.
morning.
damn. who the hell ever blog on a schoolday early in the morning? oh yeah, me! huh.
guess what?! i am hungry. HAHA. oh whathell. my head's spinning, lack of sleeping. i was facebook-ing the whole night. well, it was until 3am then i fell asleep. thank god. i was happily sleeping when my alarm wake me up and it was 5.30am. i didnt actually wake up this early, usually. i am supposed to wake sanaa up. that's what the alarm is for. and after that, i intended to go sleep again but failed to. i get like 2-3 hours of sleep. damn. i'm gonna be sleepy in class, for sure. thank god we've finished studying. i guess we'll be playing uno again and i can use the time to sleep right? HAHA. damn i am hungry. i'm hoping that today's breakfast will going to sweep of my hungriness.
damn, i just remembered that i just ate maggi and some piece of cake the other day. and i am not hungry -.- maybe cause i was sulking, that leads me to not eating. or maybe i was into my mr maybe book that i didnt feel hungry at all.
damn, this week's gonna be a hell busy week. i've mention this before right? and to add the craziness, our ms research was being CHOSEN. horay, NOT. damn it. we have to set up the booth on thursday afternoon, which is the exact time with our pe thingy and the presentation time will be saturday, the whole day. and im occupied in the afternoon. like hell. wani's the only one in our ms research team that's not involve in the pe thingy. we cant let her set up the booth herself, now can we? we'll sort things up with cikgu fatimah and teacher mizah afterwards. if they are somewhere in the school. hopefully.
i am hungry. it's nearly time for me to take my shower. and eat. i am hungry. like reaaaaaaly hungry.
ps. i say damn like more than once right? i just noticed. HAHA.
pps. did i mention why i dont sleep, no? cause i freakingly cant sleep.
ppps. i am hungry.
pppps. i love SUNflower. i've made a bookmark, and jot there sun al-flower -.- weirdo, i know :D
damn. who the hell ever blog on a schoolday early in the morning? oh yeah, me! huh.
guess what?! i am hungry. HAHA. oh whathell. my head's spinning, lack of sleeping. i was facebook-ing the whole night. well, it was until 3am then i fell asleep. thank god. i was happily sleeping when my alarm wake me up and it was 5.30am. i didnt actually wake up this early, usually. i am supposed to wake sanaa up. that's what the alarm is for. and after that, i intended to go sleep again but failed to. i get like 2-3 hours of sleep. damn. i'm gonna be sleepy in class, for sure. thank god we've finished studying. i guess we'll be playing uno again and i can use the time to sleep right? HAHA. damn i am hungry. i'm hoping that today's breakfast will going to sweep of my hungriness.
damn, i just remembered that i just ate maggi and some piece of cake the other day. and i am not hungry -.- maybe cause i was sulking, that leads me to not eating. or maybe i was into my mr maybe book that i didnt feel hungry at all.
damn, this week's gonna be a hell busy week. i've mention this before right? and to add the craziness, our ms research was being CHOSEN. horay, NOT. damn it. we have to set up the booth on thursday afternoon, which is the exact time with our pe thingy and the presentation time will be saturday, the whole day. and im occupied in the afternoon. like hell. wani's the only one in our ms research team that's not involve in the pe thingy. we cant let her set up the booth herself, now can we? we'll sort things up with cikgu fatimah and teacher mizah afterwards. if they are somewhere in the school. hopefully.
i am hungry. it's nearly time for me to take my shower. and eat. i am hungry. like reaaaaaaly hungry.
ps. i say damn like more than once right? i just noticed. HAHA.
pps. did i mention why i dont sleep, no? cause i freakingly cant sleep.
ppps. i am hungry.
pppps. i love SUNflower. i've made a bookmark, and jot there sun al-flower -.- weirdo, i know :D
Thursday, November 12, 2009
let's twist again (:
oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah, it's oh yeah from MBLAQ. i just get addicted to this song like this afternoon. HA-HA. i tuned in to asian takeaway at MTV i guess, and yeah there was this mv by MBLAQ and i thought the song was awesome and the dance was wooooo. i love them, well soon (:
i am proud of myself that i've finished a book within 4 days (: HA-HA. i know. like wth?! i wanna be a book lover again. since i-dont-know-when, i haven't been able to finished a book even within a month. i have to ask baz to read darren shan first, since i know i will never be able to finish it until next year :D pity her, she's been waiting for the book since like forever. anyways, i just finished reading zimah's singletini book and it was ubberly awesome! i love it. and it's a little black dress book. i didnt know that little black dress books are awesome. well, i mean some of it cause i found some of the book boring (: now i'm reading my brand new mr maybe :D cause zati's reading my one and only book.
mizah; pumpkin, im stressed.
mia; why? exam over jua sudah.
mizah; i've got loads of books to read. lapas singletini ani ada one & only, then mr maybe, then arah amal lagi satu, then ada lagi satu. grr.
mia; right, you shouldn't be stressed over that stuff
-.-
we've been given our papers back this week, and it was okay. i guess. HAHA. no, it isn't. i wish i could say that. i mean the okay part, cause it's freakingly not. i failed two subject ): whatever. i dont wanna be bothered by this freaking paper. i just wanna enjoy life now, while i can still enjoy.
i've been doing silly stuff at the hostel lately. well, not that silly but just stuff that i dont usually do.
sunday, we were bored and we drew each other's faces and it was fun. actually, mia and amal haven't finished their mock exams yet, but since i was bored (:
monday, we were putting on masks on our faces. the masks that girls usually use. yeah, it's my first time. HAHA. i know.
then got busy on tuesday with the meetings.
wednesday, watched paranormal activity. mia & mimit was like 'i got nightmare' & 'couldn't sleep at all' after watching the movie. on first thought, i didnt have the gut to watch the movie, yknow since i live in the hostel and all. moreover they said that the movie causes nightmare. but since most of the hostelites when to watch it yesterday, i join them too. and i found it was not that scary :D yeah, im proud of me. i didnt have nightmares :D i even snored while sleeping, literally or maybe i did. well, who knows right? (: but the movie was very scary and pitiful.
we weren't allowed to go home next week till the upcoming holiday. well, i dont really mind though cause i get to spend some time more with mia. since she's leaving me next year ): i have like less than two weeks to spend with her. well, not that i care :p i just wonder, who will sleep with me if mia's not around? :S yeah, i'm scared (: maybe i should practice sleeping by my own :S
damn. next week's gonna be a very busy week, i guess. since we have the thing next tuesday till saturday in the afternoon. then i have the ujikaji-whatsoever at the auditorium on tuesday at 12pm -.- i dont really know what it is for. we're gonna have something on wednesday night, i think. the talent-time is next thursday. i nearly forgot, we need to give back our books on tuesday. damn, my bag's gonna be heavy ): and on thursday (is it?), we're gonna be promoted to form 5. i feel so old -_-
i think i'm not going to school again on saturday (: cause mama said we're going to miri. babah will go play golf and we go shopping and maybe swimming :D sorry guys, can't dance with you (:
let's twist again like we do last summer. yeah let's twist again. (:
HAHA. adik and me went to buy DVDs today and all of it cost $40+ i know. crazy.
i'm tired, bye (:
sha, tomorrow's last exam? good luck (:
i'm having my downs lately. hoping that next week i'll be in a good mood and everything would be smooth (:
i am proud of myself that i've finished a book within 4 days (: HA-HA. i know. like wth?! i wanna be a book lover again. since i-dont-know-when, i haven't been able to finished a book even within a month. i have to ask baz to read darren shan first, since i know i will never be able to finish it until next year :D pity her, she's been waiting for the book since like forever. anyways, i just finished reading zimah's singletini book and it was ubberly awesome! i love it. and it's a little black dress book. i didnt know that little black dress books are awesome. well, i mean some of it cause i found some of the book boring (: now i'm reading my brand new mr maybe :D cause zati's reading my one and only book.
mizah; pumpkin, im stressed.
mia; why? exam over jua sudah.
mizah; i've got loads of books to read. lapas singletini ani ada one & only, then mr maybe, then arah amal lagi satu, then ada lagi satu. grr.
mia; right, you shouldn't be stressed over that stuff
-.-
we've been given our papers back this week, and it was okay. i guess. HAHA. no, it isn't. i wish i could say that. i mean the okay part, cause it's freakingly not. i failed two subject ): whatever. i dont wanna be bothered by this freaking paper. i just wanna enjoy life now, while i can still enjoy.
i've been doing silly stuff at the hostel lately. well, not that silly but just stuff that i dont usually do.
sunday, we were bored and we drew each other's faces and it was fun. actually, mia and amal haven't finished their mock exams yet, but since i was bored (:
monday, we were putting on masks on our faces. the masks that girls usually use. yeah, it's my first time. HAHA. i know.
then got busy on tuesday with the meetings.
wednesday, watched paranormal activity. mia & mimit was like 'i got nightmare' & 'couldn't sleep at all' after watching the movie. on first thought, i didnt have the gut to watch the movie, yknow since i live in the hostel and all. moreover they said that the movie causes nightmare. but since most of the hostelites when to watch it yesterday, i join them too. and i found it was not that scary :D yeah, im proud of me. i didnt have nightmares :D i even snored while sleeping, literally or maybe i did. well, who knows right? (: but the movie was very scary and pitiful.
we weren't allowed to go home next week till the upcoming holiday. well, i dont really mind though cause i get to spend some time more with mia. since she's leaving me next year ): i have like less than two weeks to spend with her. well, not that i care :p i just wonder, who will sleep with me if mia's not around? :S yeah, i'm scared (: maybe i should practice sleeping by my own :S
damn. next week's gonna be a very busy week, i guess. since we have the thing next tuesday till saturday in the afternoon. then i have the ujikaji-whatsoever at the auditorium on tuesday at 12pm -.- i dont really know what it is for. we're gonna have something on wednesday night, i think. the talent-time is next thursday. i nearly forgot, we need to give back our books on tuesday. damn, my bag's gonna be heavy ): and on thursday (is it?), we're gonna be promoted to form 5. i feel so old -_-
i think i'm not going to school again on saturday (: cause mama said we're going to miri. babah will go play golf and we go shopping and maybe swimming :D sorry guys, can't dance with you (:
let's twist again like we do last summer. yeah let's twist again. (:
HAHA. adik and me went to buy DVDs today and all of it cost $40+ i know. crazy.
i'm tired, bye (:
sha, tomorrow's last exam? good luck (:
i'm having my downs lately. hoping that next week i'll be in a good mood and everything would be smooth (:
Saturday, November 7, 2009
fantastic & elastic (:
ring ding dong is currently playing in my head :D
fantastic, fantastic, fantastic, fantastic, elastic, elastic, elastic, elastic :D
i pity them shinee ): jonghyun just recovered from the swine flu right? and now, onew? kesian eh ): before jonghyun was replace temporarily by yeesung and now, onew with leeteuk? wow much?! ):
ohmygod. i am sad ): this is the last day of my four-days-holiday ): the fun was just to come ): sad eh. i've been doing nothing for the last three days of my 'holiday' and i love it. slept late and woke up early (have no idea why), login to facebook, play sorority life, fish something, guitar hero, watch hotshot & eat. that's pretty much what i was doing for the past three-nothing-interesting-but-enjoying holiday.
this is why i have to have a fringe haircut (:
damn, my back's hurting. wonder why.
we went to bff's place yesterday (since now is 3 am). had fun there. we celebrated babu's birthday :D happy birthday babu! played water balloon and water and some dancing. (not that i know how to dance) but i didn't really played the very very last game cause most of them include water spraying on them. i dont want to get wet. no specific reason, though. i just dont wanna get wet and queue infront of the toilet. i did bring extra cloth, as they told us to. oh wells, i did enjoy it :D
i have to get back to reality. living at home is enjoying. yknow, i get to forget all the school stuffs for some times. and now, thinking of my end of year result :S ahhhhhhhh!
talking about ze 'guy'. he really did want to get revenge, i think. he even entered in my dream :S pity me wah. egg eh. stop botheeeeeeeeering me, can you please? we're over wah. why did you even have to be in my dream?
it's like 3 weeks more till end of year holiday? wooohoooo! cant wait :D
fantastic, fantastic, fantastic, fantastic, elastic, elastic, elastic, elastic :D
i pity them shinee ): jonghyun just recovered from the swine flu right? and now, onew? kesian eh ): before jonghyun was replace temporarily by yeesung and now, onew with leeteuk? wow much?! ):
ohmygod. i am sad ): this is the last day of my four-days-holiday ): the fun was just to come ): sad eh. i've been doing nothing for the last three days of my 'holiday' and i love it. slept late and woke up early (have no idea why), login to facebook, play sorority life, fish something, guitar hero, watch hotshot & eat. that's pretty much what i was doing for the past three-nothing-interesting-but-enjoying holiday.
this is why i have to have a fringe haircut (:
damn, my back's hurting. wonder why.
we went to bff's place yesterday (since now is 3 am). had fun there. we celebrated babu's birthday :D happy birthday babu! played water balloon and water and some dancing. (not that i know how to dance) but i didn't really played the very very last game cause most of them include water spraying on them. i dont want to get wet. no specific reason, though. i just dont wanna get wet and queue infront of the toilet. i did bring extra cloth, as they told us to. oh wells, i did enjoy it :D
i have to get back to reality. living at home is enjoying. yknow, i get to forget all the school stuffs for some times. and now, thinking of my end of year result :S ahhhhhhhh!
talking about ze 'guy'. he really did want to get revenge, i think. he even entered in my dream :S pity me wah. egg eh. stop botheeeeeeeeering me, can you please? we're over wah. why did you even have to be in my dream?
it's like 3 weeks more till end of year holiday? wooohoooo! cant wait :D
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
devil.
ahh, damn you.
you just appear from nowhere.
did you just decide to get revenge on me?
ahh, madapakkkah. i hate you.
you made me, urm i dont know how to say this feeling.
it is not really scared nor sad nor happy.
all i know is that you made me feel annoyed?
it's not really the right word to use.
ooh, i just feel down.
fuck you gay!
you just appear from nowhere.
did you just decide to get revenge on me?
ahh, madapakkkah. i hate you.
you made me, urm i dont know how to say this feeling.
it is not really scared nor sad nor happy.
all i know is that you made me feel annoyed?
it's not really the right word to use.
ooh, i just feel down.
fuck you gay!
raining.
"Yamanaiameni nure na yo ni, Katta oyoseatta kaeri michi
Kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni, Ima mo furi tzuzukeru ame"
it's part of raining lyric. i'm listening to it right now. love the song & jonghun♥
i am being as straight as i can, cause this girl below is so wow. HAHA. like what the hell. i know right. i love her, as in love love not love love love. haha, get me? (: she's an actress as well as a model. i was expecting that. you know, that she's a model. she's like heavenly tall, (not THAT tall, but yeah hot tall. haha) and she's a british citizen. i know i sound so gross. haha.
as i've said, i'm trying to be as straight as i can right? yeah, i still find guys hot. like really hot. like shasha (: , jerry, show luo, JONGHUN♥ & TOP.
show luo♥
Kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni, Ima mo furi tzuzukeru ame"
it's part of raining lyric. i'm listening to it right now. love the song & jonghun♥
i am being as straight as i can, cause this girl below is so wow. HAHA. like what the hell. i know right. i love her, as in love love not love love love. haha, get me? (: she's an actress as well as a model. i was expecting that. you know, that she's a model. she's like heavenly tall, (not THAT tall, but yeah hot tall. haha) and she's a british citizen. i know i sound so gross. haha.
as i've said, i'm trying to be as straight as i can right? yeah, i still find guys hot. like really hot. like shasha (: , jerry, show luo, JONGHUN♥ & TOP.
jerry♥
show luo♥
hot shot♥
back to reality (:
tomorrow's a holiday due to the teacher's day celebration at ICC, i think. whatever it is. i am just glad that were given this holiday, cause i get to not-study-and-not-go-to-school. and i will have my holiday for this straight four days. how cool is that? i decided to not go to school on saturday cause i dont feel like to :D i know, i am a good student and yeah, the one that can be the "example" for all students. i am proud of me. haha, like what the hell.
our exam finished last tuesday. haha, wait, it is yesterday right? wow. i feel like exam's over for years already. righttttt. anyways, we watched 'fireworks' and stan helsing yesterday. want to continue watching 'fireworks' afterwards, i think.
we received our physic 1 and maths d 2 paper today and for now i am in a safe situation. FOR NOW! haha. i passed both paper. thank god. hopefully i pass all the paper, even if i only get 50% haha! i am serious.
ps; i had an embarrassing situation just now & it was so embarrassing that my face went all red. HAHA, like duh. doesn't my face went red like every day and seconds? HAHA.
tomorrow's a holiday due to the teacher's day celebration at ICC, i think. whatever it is. i am just glad that were given this holiday, cause i get to not-study-and-not-go-to-school. and i will have my holiday for this straight four days. how cool is that? i decided to not go to school on saturday cause i dont feel like to :D i know, i am a good student and yeah, the one that can be the "example" for all students. i am proud of me. haha, like what the hell.
our exam finished last tuesday. haha, wait, it is yesterday right? wow. i feel like exam's over for years already. righttttt. anyways, we watched 'fireworks' and stan helsing yesterday. want to continue watching 'fireworks' afterwards, i think.
we received our physic 1 and maths d 2 paper today and for now i am in a safe situation. FOR NOW! haha. i passed both paper. thank god. hopefully i pass all the paper, even if i only get 50% haha! i am serious.
ps; i had an embarrassing situation just now & it was so embarrassing that my face went all red. HAHA, like duh. doesn't my face went red like every day and seconds? HAHA.
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