get well soon loves (:

i'm listening to hate you by 2pm again, haha!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BFF, ADRIAN, KA ALAI, KA JOY, FATIMAH & EHSAN.


reen, me, ka june, ka joy, ka dini, ka alai and ka fizah. happy birthday kaka. miss playing netball with you guys :D

bff, happy birthday. love you always. get well soon. we'll always be bff right? love you!

fyi, i dont put adrian, ehsan and fatimah's picture here pasal they're too hot to put here. so yeah :D

lots of people me love is sick. me so scared. why they sick? me dont wanna get infected. oh my god. me dont feel good :S get well soon loves (:

anyways, i've been watching 'a movie', ku telah jatuh cinta and bio-nik. i was bored and decided to watch ku telah jatuh cinta again. radit is hot! i love you dit. i haven't watched bio-nik episode 1 and 2 and 3. i watched it. and cali wah. macam dont make sense wah the accident ah. people kana langgar by a lorry, and ia punya muka habis berdarah macam hantu ah. inda jua cematu kaliah, kan? or kah? hahaha! anyways, calie lah saja. macam tarus wah the face was covered with blood, semua lagi tu. ignore the part. anyways, he's hot! si nik ah. and the name is awesome. haznik. me like. does haznik have a meaning? if it does, im gonna name my son haznik :D i wanna watch oh baby the movie, tapi siuk kah ah? it seems like a musical movie aka boring. liat lah dulu. fyi, laura berlakon sana thats why i wanna watch it.

eh yesterday yesterday morning (29 june), i woke up late as usual but not that late. i was sleeping when i heard ada people cakap, "buleh masuk kah?" something cematu lah. i thought it was mizan or afiq or anyone in the house lah. didnt even recognize it was a guys voice. duhh, nama nya baru bangun. bengang wah masih tu. sekali adik bangun, i continue to sleep. 2 1 minutes passed, ada tia urang masuk. and adik went out kata ada orang mau usai aircond. and i was like "yakah? OMG" the guy masuk wah, while i was sleeping. tapi i was half awake, then i went out blanket covering my body and sleep again outside. hahaha, majal. after they've finished servicing the aircond, he asked afiq "pandai sign?" he asked afiq's signature for the receipt. and afiq was like "inda pandai sign eh". i was half asleep, so i woke up and sign. and masuk bilik and sleep again. hahaha!

last monday, i woke up early. by early i mean somewhere before 12. fyi, i didnt took my bath for the whole day. and no, i dont stink cause i dont do things that makes me sweat and i was only in the room 24/7. sepatutnya i have time to do my homework wah, but i didnt. pasal malas. and i was tired as it is only the first day of the week and of the extended holiday. haha! watched laura as usual, sleep at 5 and woke up at 7. and no, as ive said i didnt took my bath. watched bionik (Y)

yesterday, woke up extra late cause i slept at 5am watching the movies. didnt do anything fun. except i played badminton again, since a few day sudah inda main. mizan is getting worse. ia nada energy. i even torture him. haha! ia selalu cakap cemani
mizah; kuat2 wah mizan
mizan; mizan nada energy wah. stamina inda kuat.
mizah; nada alasan. mizan laki2 kaliah. mesti energy lagi kuat.
mizan; tapi kaka tua.
mizah; then?
mizan; kaka besar lah, ertinya more energy.
mizah; apa eh? mana ada such thing as ikut age.
mizan; ada
mizah; no
mizan; yes

and there goes. hahaha!

ps, andang si sengaja kan tu the name ah (: kan sama ah? haha!




hahaha, i was bored and went to all mizan's clothes. this tee is small for him, so i took it. it looked lawa, and coincidentally the number is 7. hahaha. sha, your number (: and i asked afiq to point the number, he even make the face. hahaha!


i looked fair. thanks to the wherever source of light came from yeah.



i've mention it before right? my hair is pretty wah. me like. tapi it's only temporary, i think. inda papa lah, will curl it again if it go straight again :D



haha, the brand new fan. kami baru beli ini hari sunday lepas. masa penggilan. and my tudong was not really on and adek force me to company her so i did. and saw si tut. bukan tut tut eh, si tut saja. si kawan lama ku. hahaha, tapi he looked diff. he didnt recognise me and vice versa. adik tu cakap atu si tut. hahaha! and i was like iakan? lain jua muka nya. like duhh, it's been years since i've seen him. mesti lah change kan? bengang.

i think im gonna stop here. wanna go pee (: tarus off lah yeah? i mean off from blogging. haha!

will watch movies after this.

i dont miss school. hahaha, banar. i miss telling stories to mia, kaka & dide. ada pulang msn and phone tapi it's not as siuk as face to face kan? miss them loads. wanna see them, but no school.

and i haven't done my homework. just hoping that i'll do it tomorrow (: amin!

ps;
1. the pictures are taken from yday (306) and me with the black tee belum mandi itu (:
2. shasha birthday is like 15 more days? or is it 14? haha!
3. bilik saya panas! dont know why.
4. wanna pee, so bye!

swimming (:

evening (:

i've been lazy to update my blog lately because i'm lazy and i've things to do. exciting weekend.

friday night was my birthday and we went bandar to eat.

saturday morning, we went swimming at BSRC around 8am. and yes, it's hell hot. i even got sunburn, tapi less sunburn at the face cause i put banyak2 sunblock. and no, inda banyak sampai habis lah the sunblock atu. gagaga, labiiiiiih. i had fun swimming. ate at ayamku at 11am. it's our breakfast + lunch tarus. went lumut at 3pm. jalan to hua ho tutong to buy stuffs. tahlil at night. had fun that night. they lightens up my mood. thanks, i love you family (L)

sunday, that is today. went to urang sebalah rumah atuk aka my nenek or atuk punya anak wed. had fun playing with irdina, as always, and mirah. mirah was good today, initially. but after i played with dina and talked to daus, ia marah lagi. kana ignore. haha, sorry mirah. i love you bah. saw daus and zimah there. went to atuk's house after that for like 15 minutes then we went home cause iring semangat mau makan the cake and reached our house earlier than us. the lepak2 at our place for like 30-60 minutes and went home. relax.

at 5, went swimming. me had fun. i'm so addicted to swimming now. someone wanna bring me swimming tomorrow? please and thank you (: sepatutnya we went there with babu eta and iring & family. tapi iring akhir pasal idk. inda sampat cause it was raining and ada kilat. they said. sekali tadi kana tiup the wisel, kana suruh beranti. booo you. boring. hahaha! atleast i swam for an hour. it's kind of enough. tapi not very enough. hahaa! ate at gerai kitani arah BSRC and went home. i find it weird wah tadi. when i was swimming my hand hurts. i think my muscle hurts. ngalih kali ia sudah kana pajal bergarak saja. pemalas wah. talur. and even now, my elbow, eh apa elbow kan? hahaha, my SIKU punya joints sakit wah. mesti tangan straight. macam2 jua eh masalah nya ani.

holiday kana extend a week. thanks. homework saya langsung belum dibuat (: will do soon enough. banar ni. gilerrr mun inda siap jua. kana extend sudah tu ah. for the people yang effected with the H1N1, get well soon. dapat baik kah tu? anyhoo, mana tau ada MIRACLE (:

eh you guys kenal vic zhou kan? the hot taiwan actor ah. i saw a guy. a kb-ian guy that looks like him. and yes, hot giler. gaga!

urm, btw, to you people yang linked me. sorry yeah, balum terlink. belum ada masa. sorry. will link soon. thanks for linking anyways.


i looked funny right? with the specs and the tudung. that spec doesnt goes with the tudung. actually, i was using lens before swimming. then take out the lens, and used it again lapas mandi. then my right eyes were hurting like hell. so i was crying, hahaha. literally. so i took it out. takut buta mata uleh nya kan. haha! so yeah, i had to use my spec kalau inda macam blur wah. not that blur, tapi inda tia siuk kalau kan liat laki2 hot kan? too bad tadi nada. hahahah!


and this is me without the specs nor lens. hahaha. tetsing wah. eh see my eyebags? ):


a picture from tadi. irdina and the sistah, sabrina. banar nya there were four people tapi two of them turun sudah. batah wah aku mau ambil gambar atu. sorry, i only got a picture of tadi. even this was from adik's hp but were taken by me. i was busy playing with them. seriously, i miss them. nah, i miss them sudah now. hahaha!

rupanya, nabil's birthday on the 20th june macam mamat. and syasya, 30th june. HAHAHA! and shasha, that is not you. gagaga! kau birthday sultan. hehs!

gtg, bye.

ps, im hoping tomorrow will be a better day for me. will you make my day?

birthday.

been busy with nothing lately.

happy belated birthday to huda rahmah & fifah judin.

happy belated birthday to hu yee kiat, razanah, dasuqi, hanif & me.

happy 'present' birthday to abdul razak.

i dont have things to blog, really. except the fact that my birthday is a mess. a total freaking mess. it is really not my day, though people said so. thanks to you people for the greetings, and the consolation. i love you all. to the people who called me to greet me and to sang a song for me, thanks. you're so sweet. this person, i hate. won't share it with you people :D i'm still not laughing now. i am sad. dont know why.

michael jackson ):





he, points up, makes me smile (: i love you dude! eh see the first picture. arah the right one, yang hujung sekali ah. the hair macam effie ah. hahahaha, kan fie? :p

anyways, thanks for the birthday post people. i appreciate it :D

and usu, thanks for the monkey. me love it :D

speechless.

bye bye!

nichkhun.

currently listening to i hate you - 2PM. for like the 20th time? haha!

someone asked me to watched i hate you 2pm video, and i am addicted to the song. initially i only recognise this guy. btw, it's nichkhun if im not mistaken. he looked manly hot there, haha! it turn out that he's cute. i dont really like cute guys, so yeah :D doesn't mean i hate you nichkhun. you're still awesome (Y) this is him. cute eh?


i was thinking of doing my homework today after watching upik abu & laura, but i didn't. i was watching the hate you video again. and read someone's blog. and i found these..

the top 5 wanted men.

I. Lee Seung Gi – 34% (343 people)
II. Jung Ji Hoon (Rain) – 30% (296 people)
III. Dae Sung of Big Bang – 23% (234 people)
IV. YunHo of TVXQ – 7% (72 people)
V. Kang In of Super Junior – 5% (52 people)

yunho is the fourth? so not true, but acceptable. atleast he is in the wanted men list of all the guys or was it the korean guys. lee seung gi, i've yahoo-ed him and he was okay. yunho is hotter. rain is acceptable cause he's hot too. dae sung is also a no no. kang in is okay, i think. i think they've made a mistake in this list, haha!

Most desirable bachelors and bachelorettes among Korean celebrities:

NO. 1 MEN: G-Dragon (Big Bang)
WOMEN: Taeyeon (SNSD)
2 MEN: Xiah Junsu (DBSK)
WOMEN: Kim Taehee (actress)
3 MEN: Yunho (DBSK)
WOMEN: Yoona (DBSK)

yunho and yoona? i dont know her at first. then i yahoo-ed her. she's pretty though, but i'm not satisfied. hahaha, i sayang yunho wah. i dont wanna see her date other girl. karang me jealous, gaga!

see this picture. me feels jealous, eventhough they're not really kissing. but the picture itself looks sweet in a way that makes me jealous. they said they're not really kissing, but who knows? mana tau benar2? frust menunggeng me eh :S have you guys any idea who the girl is? me wanna know.



yunho's dog. cool eh? me like the blue eyes, but it looks scary though. and below's the kid of the above dog. hahaha!






this is me. i wanna try looking emo in pictures, but i think i failed. hahaha. cali wah yo. eh eh spot the monkey. cute right? not really tapi yeah it's cute. me love it. and my shirt. his friend. me want more monkey tee.


i took my previous picture from adek's phone and i found this picture. i love her. she's damn cute, really. i missed her ) :


and this is her sistah. me love her too. i think that's my leg. hahaha! and rafiq's there too. he's cute macam si tut muka nya. haha!

and this picture jua. we were going to someone's wed using purple. new baju tu at the time. i used it only once, will pakai it soon pasal lawa wah (Y) and it's purple, not that i love purple. i love them adiks. mizan's missing. he's lazy to ikut i assume at the time. grr. he haven't go jalan at bandar for a while. always wanna stay home saja. jadi security, tapi no salary. haha! nada wah, i love you mizan.

my wednesday;

seriously it's wednesday sudah? oh no! sekajap lagi sekulah and my homework. help?! i dont wanna go school and live arah hostel. boring wah. no life wah sana ah. hahaha, well there is tapi less life.

eh shasha, i wanna jadi your adik lah ah? jadi? tinggal rumah mu ku saja. hostel no fun wah. arah your house ada abang. hahaha!

anyways, i finished watching frog prince pasal adik kan habis. hahaha, so yeah i watched it jua. mau2 nya adik. haha! the ending's cali. entah ah, unusual. well, it's good though, tapi cali lah. i dont know why.

i have a funny story, not that cali lah but yeah. i was doing sit-ups wah tadi with afiq. after i finished, i asked him to sit-up. before the first sit-up, he was like trying to sit. macam he was really tring hard. rupanya he was trying to fart. and he did. haha! i hate him, in a way. sasak lah to be specific. macam sasak ku arah shasha, ah shasha ah? hahaha.

nothing really happens today. eh eh i downloaded lagu i hate you by 2pm ah. hahaha, fyi when i told you earlier i was listening to it balik2, i was actually listening to teh video. malas mau download wah banar2. i downloaded the video arah my hp jua. hahaha, i want the video and song arah my hp (:

my birthday's coming in like two days. wonder who'll be the one that greeted me the earliest (: i'll be waiting.

ps, i love yunho more, than i love nichkhun though he's really cute.

gonna showered soon, and think of something to do :D

three days to go.

evening readers.

today's like any other ordinary holiday, except the fact that i didn't showered for the whole day. i know it's disgusting, for you. tapi i didn't get sweat or anything from last night till morning and afternoon (: hahaha. malas wah. but i did showered at 7pm tadi, cause i was sweating from playing badminton. and my feet padih, cause i was playing badminton without using slippers. haha, kabal kaliah. usually okay, tapi now yeah padih. it'll be okay soon though. i hope.

didn't sleep so well last night. went i woke up today my eyes were swollen. don't really wanna talk about it, since i'm okay now. just feeling down a little bit. need somebody to cheer me up.

i've been playing profitville the whole day today, haha i know boring.

three more days till i'm sixteen. surprisingly, i'm not looking forward to it. this year's a mess. from the very start of 1st january, 0000. many thing happened, but most of it was not so good. devastating.

babah, mizan and afiq went playing golf now. it's 10.30pm. how cool is that? golf in the night? hahaha, NOT! i'm just jealous that they had things to do at night. i'm bored.

i think i wanna watch frog prince soon, if im rajin cause i've been so lazy to watch it. dont have time. yeahh right.

i'm kind of sleepy, but i dont wanna sleep. wanna find things to do now.

apple and bun.

OMG! i can't stand the temptation of looking at yunho's body. hahaha, i'm not THAT pervert as shasha would've said. tapi he's so hot. to the max hot. kalah shasha.

wassup readers!

i've been trying to reduce my food intake. hahaha, aka diet? i dont really call diet. i dont know why. sounds wrong. i know im fat. i want to be taller & slimmer. i eat a little today, tapi banyak a bit masa dinner. skipped breakfast. ate a little rice and ayamku, an apple and a whole meal bun. dinner, ate nasi and lil lamb. ate apple and two whole meal bun. and im full to the fullest. hahaha, apakan.

woke up at 9 today. then i dont really remember what i did, and i sleep again until 2. showered and watched world's biggest loser. i want to be there, can i? then i watched upik, abu & laura. played golf solitaire and went out playing badminton with them at 5.30pm. played laptop and mama asked me to shower. and i was like "ma, kenapa tiap2 hari mama msti suruh kaka mandi kan? adik balum mandi jua." hahaha! what i mean is that, mama mesti be the one yang reminds me to go shower. macam kanak2 wah, haha! showered, eat and here i am. blogging, while watching bio-nik. i love him, nik. he's not handsome tapi yeah goodlooking.

mama wa, along, bujah and nini had lunch at our place tadi. there'll still here though. i know im rude. urang datang i stay at my room. honestly, i dont find anything interesting if i stayed with them. cause they'll tell stories about their work and life. adult's story, so why waste time eavesdropping something that is not worth it. in add, if they're chit chatting it sure will be in dusun language. i dont know how to speak in dusun. i can't even understand them. i know like less than 5 words of dusun, i think. haha! i feel like a total idiot hearing them talking.

what do you call luka in english? i have no idea, really. forgot the words. anyways, my luka is healing. not really, tapi it has dried. not really dry though. if you strecth it will bleed. adik was trying to kacau me when i was playing the laptop. because of trying to prevent her from touching the laptop, my finger was stretch and as i've said the luka bleeds. i blame you sistah. haha!

i hate this guy, though i love him. i hate him, cause he makes me think of him every seconds. even if i dont want to. i haaaaaaaaaate you mahn! you're everywhere, even in the toilet. haha! where are you? i'm waiting for you now.

i was thinking of fringing my front hair. what do you guys think? tapi im afraid that it will not suits me. we'll see first. i hope i will dream of this tonight so i can easily decide.

homework! haven't do one of them. POA, math and physic. is that all? i think it is. grr. when should i do my homework? soon, i think. please let me have time to do the homework. and i hope they'll be easy as pie. though i doubt it. school's next week. don't wanna go to school yet. haven't even started my wonderful holiday.

wanna watch frog prince again. hahahah, i know. majal. balum habis2 nya. i'm so malas wah kan liat. got things to do here. NOT!

i miss them hockey-ians.

i think i got to go, bye.

ps, you're haunting me everywhere. i want you to go away, not really :D you've tied me to you.

i am not mad, i'm just so down right now. and yes, i'm feeling emo right now (:

always

i'm addicted to always - bigbang. really addicted. i noticed that bigbang's music is awesome, most of it. i never fancy them, like i fancy DBSK. maybe cause they're cute? i fancy hot and handsome people, not cute. if im not mistaken bigbang's people is cute. so yeah. though the guy second from the left is kind of handsome. dont know the name, not really interested. i'm loyal to yunho, gaga!

can you see the reason why i must be loyal to him? :D shasha, if you're reading. is yours like this? haha!

i was searching for yunho's picture during the mv bolero. i like his hair there. makes him more hotter (:

fired up.

greetings people.

mama woke me up at 8am today, asking me to shower and eat breakfast. i daydreamed for 5 minutes, and showered. ate breakfast and went to my room, laptop-ing. dont really remember what i did.



actually, we decided to go to someone's wedding. i even wore the baju kurung already, but it was canceled last minute. not the wedding, but is going canceled. i think the baju was lawa, so i took pictures. i post only one of it, haha! i love the colour, dark purple.

watched frog prince again today. had lunch late, around 4-ish? shouldn't call it lunch i think. played guitar hero at 5pm. only for approximately 15 minutes, cause i was just playing around. i didn't know how to play. i used to know how, but i've forgotten. then we played badminton, for an hour and some minutes. smashing for the whole 30 minutes. my hand needs rest. actually my hand still kind of hurt because of hockey. i'm really searching for trouble, dont you think? adik asked me to play bicycle tadi, but i said karang which also meant jangantah. haha! im afraid to ride it, not really afraid. i just cant imagine myself falling from the bicycle. i suck. i did fall from bicycle years ago. thank god i wasn't hurt.

i do push-ups today. total 90. not continuously. after playing badminton, i do push-ups with afiq. he's kind of iski. haha! i tortured him. kesian.

didn't went to shower straightaway, instead i went to the room laptop-ing. don't remember what i did. all i remembered was chatting with shasha (: , and watching legally blondes, again, with mama. i like the movie, inspiring. then i went to shower.

didn't really do anything today. nothing really interesting.

i watched FIRED UP last last night. since it's past 12 already. i rate it 9/10. a good movie. a MUST watch movie. the one guy is (Y) and legally blondes too. i love it.


have i ever mention about my hand during the hockey tournament? anyways, it looks hideous. really. it's becoming yellow now, and it's STILL painful. can't really shower properly. i just hope it didn't left any scars. like i really care. i just hope it'll heal soon.

a random picture i took today. &&told you im dark :S

it's 1.40am, i should be sleeping. but i have to finish this one disc, soon. i'm a little bit sleepy though.

psst, 4 more days! wow. time flies really fast. it's 22nd june today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYAH & TAUFIQ & SOMEONE, i dont remember who. by the way, i've been thinking of a birthday wish/present for this year and i shall not tell you. will reconsider to some people.

i have to go to pee, now. hahaha. nature's call. then i'll watch frog prince and sleep.


i want you boy.

joke from unread email.

i read my email which had 2000+ unread emails. and i found a joke, kind of lame.


Shrek, Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt were all having lunch together.

Shrek said, I've always thought that I'm the strongest man in the world,
but how can I be sure?

Angelina Jolie agreed. 'I'm told I'm the most gorgeous of them all, but
sometimes I wonder.'

Brad Pitt said, 'I'm pretty sure I'm the sexiest man alive but I've never
had it confirmed.'

They all decided that the best way to find out if their beliefs were true
was to ask the famed talking 'mirror, mirror on the wall'
to confirm for them whether Shrek was the strongest, Angelina Jolie was the most gorgeous and Brad Pitt was the sexiest. They agreed to meet again the next day for lunch to discuss their findings.

The next day Shrek walked up with a smile. 'Well, it's true.
The mirror told me that I am the strongest man in the world.'

Brad Pitt said...'And I know for sure that I'm the

sexiest .

Angelina Jolie lifted her sexy face and said.......

"Who the heck is MIZAH.....?!?!"


get me? i dont really get it actually, then it came up to me. and yeah. haha! fyi, i changed the name (:

psr ends.

sleepy me wants to sleep. haha, wth!

didn't get to blog yesterday. so here goes..

went swimming earlier that day with bff and baby. thanks babu. i haven't go swim like months. then we watched hannah montana the movie, atlast. the guy is not that handsome. sorry. bff and family went to khatam ceremony, while me and ka 'panjang' (haha) went bandar. we're so not lucky, yknow. we didn't win yday's match. 0-0, good enough though. stayed there until evening. watched bm playing, and i like watching them play. siuk. in the guys category, bm comes first. belait second and temberg third. girls category, tutong first. temberg second and bm third. i think. cant remember. went back with uncle. mama picked me up, and went home at 11pm. chatted with 'shasha' until 4am and sleep.

woke up at 9am cause mama called and asked what we wanted to eat for breakfast since she's at panaga. just incase we want something. wanted to sleep after that, but adek watched 17 again and i did too. later i fell asleep since I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP. took a shower at 11pm and jalan to bandar with them family except mizan. attended the closing ceremony. i like wushu performance. rugged. they do splits, like wth! took pictures with them. i'll miss them for sure. we went to hua ho tutong to buy foods, and we bought DVDs. haha! apakan, it's been so long since i bought my last DVD. cant really recall when. then went to rumah nini, and i fell asleep. went back home at 7pm. shower and do stuffs, and here i am. blogging and chatting.

there's this guy. he texted me at facebook. complaining about her girlfriend. he sais his girlfriend had another boyfriend and all. and he said that he himself had a girlfriend. nama nya ezah p2f. initially, i thought he only wants to, yknow search people to blurt out all his problem but im not this anyone and i DONT KNOW him, which makes me wondering why the hell did he told me so. then when he mention about ezah p2f, then i did think of something. HE WANTED TO SHOW OFF THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND IS EZAH P2F. like i care. buang masa ler. i dont even know who she was. macam tah famous banar. sorry ler. ganya artist brunei, really i dont care. hahaha, i know im baie. gaga. idc.

picturas;

have i mention of our hostel's sport day? well, this is a picture of it. dont wanna put too many picture of it. i love them all. i want to name them all, but they're so many and some are hding, so yeah. no need :D



haha, i know my face's red. it's funny. not really funny though. i dont know why my face's red. people said i blushed easily. wth, i know. i am the reddest of all, gaga. in there; tikah, khalilah, huda and moi.


and did i mention that i'm the shortest? i know, i'm pity-able. in there; ekah, huda, tikah, sarah, moi and atul.



i love them; sarah, ziah, khalilah, atul, wafaa, nani, tikah, zati, huda, me & ekah.


a picture of a house near mamit's house. i like the house, except the window. not clear picture, it's taken from the car. so yeah.



vaining, gagaga. and yes, it's red again. i love my so not natural hair. hahaha. too bad.



i know he's cute & adorable. i miss you aiman.

to prove that the tracksuit is way too big for me. gaga!



today's picture. us. i miss you guys. will miss you everyday.


cant really see the trophy. click on it. the picture not the trophy. you can do so too pulang.


i blame you for making me addicted and longing for your presence. i've forget about you, totally. (not really). i was about to throw you away, but you came and spoiled my plan. damn you. i hate you, but ily.