i played bouncer today. it was fun. we used dettol, so we don't get germ. haha. yeah, right. soon, i'll be going off to bandar to sleep at ami's place, maybe. babah have a meeting and something something at bandar. i'm still watching boys over flower now :D will not be able to finish it by the end of this holiday, cause i'm just at episode 15. fyi, i love the song. i hate GU JUN PYO. i love JI HOO. kesian wah jun pyo banar nya :( tapi ia BAIE. not forgiven. sorry. hahaha. what am i talking. fyi, i did download most of the song that i manage to find. i'm just wasting my time, bye!

so-not-cool bouncer

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD BIN MUSA

&

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO NURUL JANNAH BINTI HAJI MOHD ZAMARI.

( IT'S AN ADVANCE BY ONE MINUTE THOUGH)

just finished settling from playing the so-not-cool bouncer. hahaha. i didn't have any intention to play at first, then they asked me to play and i simply said yes. and we COOL people played. minus the uncool kids. the bouncer was not that fun though, cause it's actually for little kids only not us, big kids. haha. the slide was small too, though i can fit in :D we even took pictures, and it's at adek's and kate's phone. i'm waiting for them to post it up in facebook. 

ADAM's hair is awesome! i like. ADAM, YOU'RE COOL AND PUNK! THOUGH YOU'RE JUST A KID. you make me in love with you more :D too bad, you're my little cousin ):

i played with irdina tadi. i love her. she's cute. i love the way she called me. i like when she's going towards me. what the hell. i sound like? anyways, I LOVE NUR IRDINA BINTI HJ NOR AZLAN. fyi, im not LES. i just love love her, not love love love her. hahaha. what the hell. 

school's in less than 100 hour? homework is not finish. i did try some, yet i'm not finish. i will do some tomorrow. 

i don't think i can go to training tomorrow, cause maybe babah'll go golfing tomorrow ): i miss training. i know im crazy. 

abang ichaa bought me a monkey. CUTE. i love. thanks abang ichaa. i love you. i don't actually remembered the time when we chatted and i asked you to buy me monkey. when kaka nana gave me the monkey, i was like "siapa bali?" and kaka nana said "ka nana. nada wah, abang ichaa suruh bagi." then i remembered a LITTLE ONLY, that i asked you for the monkey. anyways, thanks. BALI KAN KAKA MORE MONKEY YEAH? THIS GOES TO ALL OF YOU, WHO'S READING THIS BLOG. THANKS :D 

akhir sudah, off watching boys over flower then tidur. bye!

new blogskin

i've just finished changing my blogskin and it's cute, right? me like. actually, i found a blogskin which is more cooler than this, but i just bookmark it and will use it when i get bored with this one. 

bouncer came early morning, but it's small and i can fit in but i don't wanna play cause it's the bouncer bouncer not the slide bouncer and it's for kids only. afiq complained to me just now. he said " ka, kenapa pilih yang damit? afiq mau yang besar" and i was like "bukan kaka yang pilih, kalau kaka pilih yang basar2 tu" i hope to play a big and satisfied slide bouncer soon :D any birthday coming up? invite me, to those party with bouncer ONLY. HAHAHA. 

i haven't had my shower yet. i think i don't want to take my shower soon, maybe later late in the afternoon or evening. i don't feel like showering. actually i dont feel like doing anything now, but i have homeworks in my head. 

i'm looking forward for later's function. i want to play with mirah and irdina. i miss them. spending last year's holiday with them, makes me miss them very much.

homework, homework, homework :D  

ps; more picture in facebook (:

homework.

i was pretty busy with homework and boys over flower today.

hyun joong is cute. not totally cute, just some of his poses. he's got the baby face look. his birthday is on the 6th june, same as my romeo (:

flower four in boys over flower.

kim sang bum, he's quite cute too comparing to ki bum. kim bum's birthday is the same as fidah's, 7th july. 

min ho. he's cute, handsome. i just knew that he's birthday is on the 22nd june (:

if you notice there's no kim joon here cause i no like him. he no cute. (: no offense.

i watched 'amazing race', 'jelita' and 'marina' today. last episode of jelita, and it was awesome, though i'm not that satisfied cause she's supposed to be with bayu not erlangga. marina haven't finished yet, after so long i've seen the drama.

malay homework is killing me. it's just malay, not yet the others. i've tried POA the day before i've had the kem qiadah and i don't know how to do it. i hope i can do it either later, which i think i'll be lazy, or tomorrow morning. i think i'll be quite busy in the afternoon and evening with the function. i hope to see who i wanna see tomorrow :D

mizan is funny. not exactly funny funny but funny. hahaha. i did have a conversation with mama regarding mizan;

me; ma, calie ah. dulu kalau mama beranak mama yang tidur bawah, now si mizan pulang tidur bawah, tapi ia bukan beranak (:

mama; hahaha, awu.

to fidah, i dont know you read my blog or not, but incase you do, i wanna say something. it's a good thing amir did told me that you guys were leaving this sunday, if im not mistaken. why didn't you tell me? thank god i knew, if not i'll be searching for you this next term. fidah, who will be sending me off to my hostel when wednesday and saturday comes? i'll miss the time when you company me on my way to he hostel. anyways, good luck to you, it's all i wanted to say :') i'll miss you. eh, there'll be decreasing by one people greeting me my birthday this year and next and next and next year :(

i miss playing hockey, and hockey dude (:

i miss netball training, haha. will be back in action by this saturday or maybe next week cause this saturday maybe i can't.

i've been chatting with the people i'm not used to chatting before and it felt good. hahaha. wth? 

i got a freaking painful ulcer in my mouth. usually i just put 'watermelon seed', and it'll be okay. but not this case, maybe adik's the one that doesn't know how to put it properly. hahaha. i'm blaming adek.

do anyone knows what karangan jenis ulasan means? cause i have no freaking idea. 

i'm thinking of a food that  don't usually eat everyday, but i have no clue. i just want to eat something different.

i regretted the fact the i didn't attend warden's and uncle musa's son wedding cause it's the last time i'll be seeing warden as warden will not be taking care of us anymore and because there's this handsome guy that i used to like who i suppose is uncle musa's cousins. but i did not regret attending the kem qiadah cause it's cool and exciting and awesome and i dont know. it's just fun. super duper fun. and i met friends, i also make fake-boyfriends. hahaha :D

i'm off watching pocahontas II. 

aku suka lagu hero by mariah carey.

i've seen the closing ceremony video, where we sang the two songs. i dont know how to upload video here, so just search for 'hero and i will survive sung by 2009 'Qiadah Camp' participants. lawa. banar! (:

now i when i'm thinking about my holiday. wow. i didn't realise that i was in a holiday. too much activities for me. kem qiadah and now the netball training. it's tiring. thank god that i actually don't have any transport, cause that would mean that i won't have to go training. paded went to somewhere and ngangah to temburong. no transport for me, yeay. but i have to go training later and saturday. okay, next kem qiadah.

day one, was the registration. i was in a group named CIKU. consist of me, fatin, ameerah, christy, rhy, raz, zati, ai, fiona, sheng, cheuan, tasha, aznil, Q, ibnu, aqil, sab, zimah, haziq and someone. oh my god, i forgot. such a bad member. i'll tell you guys when i remember. we set up our tents in the afternoon with the CIKU flag. we have a ceramah in the audi in the evening. it was actually kind of fun. cause it tells you something about you and your future. i think. at maghrib there was a ceramah, which i dont thing i heard. btw, we were given a purple BIBD shirt. there was no teacher incharge for our class. the people incharge was late, and the medium shirt was finished. and we have to have the bigger ones. in the evening, we were with aswandy or was it iswandy. it was really fun. we do the dance for life and SUNSHINE. 

day two, we have to woke up at 4.30am but instead some people woke up at 3.30am including me. then we went to surau, pray and there was a ceramah which i didnt pay attention at cause i was sleeping. i was sleepy. we went to bukit shahbandar and it have such a beautiful scenery and the journey was exhausting. we got 6th place. we went to bandar in the evening. it was an amazing race, if im not mistaken. we got i-dont-know number.

day three, we went to the polis place somewhere somewhere. we kawat, see the museum, exercise, do pocho pocho and we even do the something. hahaha. what the hell. in the afternoon was the sirviving skill and we cook pandan chicken and night was the cultural night. we performed and got number three. that's the only activity we won, atleast. it was the crying night too. i seriously didn't expect the guys to cry, especially, well there's lots of them. 

dat four, went to pantai muara. it was a kind of long journey, so i slept in the bus. we have massages there. we draw and play he challenge. they asked us to eat the onion. at first, i wanted to eat it, cause i dont know it's onion. thank god i didnt eat it. i know im selfish, i just cant imagine myself eating a lot of onions. blah blah blah. afternoon, closing ceremony. 

fyi, aku suka one of the performance pasal ia act macam banar and it was actually banar. hahaha. what the hell. aku jealous.

you wanna know something? most of the ceramah, and baca yasin time i was sleeping and not concentrating. i know, bad me. i was freakingly tired and sleepy.

i miss kem qiadah, and i'll remember the two songs that we sang before. survive and hero kah? i dont remember the name. aku suka lah lagu tuu. 

apa2 aja lah.

i have to go training now, so bye :D

there's lots of things i wanna tell but im out of time, so maybe later of tomorrow or whenever (:

ciku!!!!!

ciku.

just a short post i suppose.

cause i'm too eager to update this blog.

but i can't update all about the kem qiadah thingy, because i'm kind of sleepy and my brain won't let me refresh all what we've done for now. will update more about the kem qiadah soon. 

i'm sleepy and my body's aching. i don't know what happened before, but from the first day of the kem qiadah until now my left shoulder is aching. i've asked people's massages and it still won't work. maybe i'll just let it heal by itself, but it sure will take time. 

i have to sleep early tonight, because of the tiring-but-enjoying kem qiadah. in addition, i have netball training tomorrow. by the way, did i mention that i AM in the netball under 18 team, yeay me! i was really really really happy when i heard this from someone. goodluck for me then.

CIKU CIKU, AH

CIKU CIKU, IH

CI WHAT?

CIKU.

hahaha, what the hell.

for your information, ciku was our group name. at first, it was shoes. 

i'm sleepy, so yeah.

till next time :D

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picture number 1 till 4 was taken by sabrina. she loves taking unnecessary pictures with my handphone. actually, i have lots of pictures in my handphone but i've deleted some of them which i don't like. sabrina's only (maybe) around 6,7 in age. so that explains why most of her pictures are not clear, nice. anyways, i love irdina. she's the one in the pictures. adek did took some pictures with them siblings. i'll take them soon and post it somewhere here or maybe facebook (:

picture 5; i 'tocang' bilah's hair. i know it's not that nice, cause i was just playing around :D

picture 6 is just some random photo of me.

number 7. haha. it was written on mia's tile at her room. it was taken friday, last week. we were bergila-ing in her room. actually i got another picture of it, but there's a name which is not allow to be shown in public so, hahaha (: i know some people may ask who is he. but yeah, sorry. hahaha. just keep guessing, but i won't tell. i know someone would hate to see that picture, but sorry yeah? i did gave you the chance (which i think you didn't knew). i don't think you care, cause you're fucking busy with your fucking life (: okay, whatever. stop talking about you. i don't know why, but romeo and juliet keeps playing in my head. 

fyi, to the person i just mention, i think you know who you are, but please don't say anything about this. you get me? i mean dont go 'sorry' or 'you did' or whatever to me. just act like i dont say anything, okay? i do expect you to change but do whatever you like. i dont care.

shit, i am very lazy today. like shit lazy. hahaha. is shit lazy? whatever.

bye (: 

i'm kind of bored. fyi, i've still haven't finish my POA homework and I HAVEN'T READ MY CHEMISTRY. i will do them after i had my dinner and shower. 

i went to kadai tadi and bought stuffs. and DVDs. and we went to iring's house tadi. i do have fun :D

i'm just eager to write, but actually i have nothing. haha, so bye :b

it's thursday and i'm home. i am barely at home on weekdays. actually, i didn't want to go home today, but because on saturday we're not allowed to go home because of warden's farewell party and sunday's sport day. in addition, next week is the holiday, and i will not be home next week because the kem kiadah, that makes me REALLy want to go home. anyways, i'm home.

fyi, i haven't take my shower yet, from the sport selection. i don't think i sweat that much. anyway, i'll take my shower soon after doing this blog. 

i joined the 100m, 200m, javelin, shot putt, long jump (or maybe i should say SHORT jump) and discuss. it's kind of stressing tadi, because most of the events were clashing with one another and i have to keep track of the time. we finished early today. there's nothing much i want to say about today's sport selection.

will have chemistry test next saturday, and i have POA homework. double-entry, which i'm not sure how to do :D

i'm pretty annoyed of all the horny, sex thingy. hahaha. or should i say the virus people send to us through MSN. it's A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G. 

i played PS2's wrestling just now, with my sister. and i LOST. i went 'mental' and went upstairs to the laptop. 

i lost something which belongs to someone scary. hahaha. i don't really know whether you get me or not. i lost something expensive, i think. i hope i'll not be slap or punch. not that the person is that aggressive. 

i'm stress of being stress everyday. hahaha. i need entertainment.

i'm out of here. i think i'll be okay after watching some of DBSK's videos. hahaha :D

word challenge.

i'm freakingly cold now. this ice room is cold. haha. 

fyi, i haven't had my shower yet. now it's 2.30pm. hahaha. i'll take my shower soon after i ate my lunch. seriously, i haven't ate anything today except for nuts and pepsi. haha. i'm HUNGRY. 

i just played word challenge and pet society in facebook. hahaha. i'm bored. i shouldn't said that, cause i have lots of homework to do. btw, i played WC for my sister and usu and i got them high marks (higher than mine), then i played for myself and i beat them. i got 15,050 or was it 15, 505. hahaha. i'm the second rank, the first was bokh. his score is 23, something something. too far for me to catch :( fyi, i've played PS for hours today, and i bought a lot of mystery boxes :D

i'll be going to bandar soon, with mama and my bros and sis and usu maybe. wanna jalan early, and buy things there. i've gotta buy new slippers since mine was dead already. hahaha. and some school stuffs. 

i just remembered that i haven't finished off watching AP. hahaha. won't tell you what AP mean. if you did guess it, just SHHHHH :D

i'm off watching AP (:

i just watched taking five. he is cute :D urm, eric dill's his name from the click five, if im not mistaken. fyi, i've watched this movie before, just wasting my time watching over again and again.

and AND AND, i watched DBSK's vacation drama. not that 'siuk' but i watched the yunho and hero's part. both of them are hot. yunho is more hot. hero is pretty and i like him. he's white.

homework is KILLING me. 

how do you say this ' SELAMAT MAULIDUR RASUL' ? do you add selamat? or just maulidur rasul? or maybe i'll just say 'happy birthday nabi muhammad' :D can i say that way? is it not mean? or whatever. i know you get me :D

okay, i think i wanna do my homework now. i think. hahaha. i just hope i'll be able to pass it up on time. 

i'll blog again soon, whenever i feel bored or maybe i got anything to tell you. 

love ya :D

i love you (:

they're freakingly HOT. and they look freakingly cool in this picture. i mean BOTH of the picture above and above. and yunho is HOT :D the pictures of yunho may be too large, just click on it to see it clearer.

uncle eddy ):

okay, *breathe in, breathe out*. i just heard news about my uncle eddy, had an accident last sunday, maybe. now he's at the RIPAS hospital, coma. he suffers something internal, which is freaking scary. it's awful. get very very well soon uncle. 

i heard that from babu jah, the first. and next adek. we discussed about this thing when we had our dinner, and i felt really not-so-good. i can't really describe. i just felt uneasy. pity maybe? sad.

anyways, ignoring my uneasiness, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO BOTH DK NABILAH ANI PG SOFIAN AND ABDUL RAHMAN MAIDIN. 

nothing really happens this week, i think. nothing interesting maybe. just the fact that fidah sent me to the hostel :D 'haha, sekali? sekadar jua.' this week is more to the test week, in other word, STRESS! and the test was AWESOME. i'm confident in getting A's in all the tests. YEAH, RIGHT. AS IF.

maulud nabi is next monday, and is public holiday. yeah, despite that we have thousands of homework. 

sport selection is next thursday, so no hockey cca, other means, no hockey dude :(  

teacher mizah told us if we wanted to train ourself for the sport selection see them. i mean for the field events. i joined all 3 or 4 of them. i did want to see teacher but i have no time. i did thought of seeing teacher today in the aftrenoon, but i'm freakingly exhausted and i have geography afternoon class at 4pm. i thought of seeing teacher next monday, which unlikely is a public holiday. i thought of doing it next tuesday, but i have classes till 3pm. i'll be exhausted after that and then possibly i'll fell asleep after that. wednesday we have PE, PE teacher will show us the technics of doing all those field events thingy. 

fyi, my eye's red. it's not actually red, how can i say this, the bottom of my eye? is FREAKING 'bengkak'. i hope it'll be okay by tuesday (:

to HOCKEY DUDE; i don't REALLY like you, i JUST like you. get me? :D

ps; how can it be like this? is this the end of us? i hope not, i love happy endings :D