confession.

Why did you have to change? We are cousin. You’ve become more baie-er than ever. I missed the old you. When you used to tease me, play with me and them too. We used to be so close. You used to help us cooking, cleaning the living room and else. Now, we hardly ever spoken. Well, we did after we’ve become that close. Well, it was about a girl, my best friend than you become that close with me, again. But after you’ve lost interest in her and have found others you forget me just like that. Well, I’m not asking you to be so close to me, I just want you to be the old you, the cheerful you, not the baie you. Each day, your face becomes the face I hated to see. I don’t want that to happen. We are family. Family doesn’t hate each other nor each other’s face. I want us to be the happy family, happy big family. Hopefully, time will change things.

I hate you now. I don’t know why. I hate you even more each day. Maybe because of that incident, you’re not that close to me. I know I’m the one who chooses this path but I can’t help me from denying the truth. I was hurt, by you and my friend. When you guys found out your chemistry I, you guys left behind. You guys don’t need me. And guess what?! You’ve found a new friend, a new best friend replacing me. How is that a coincidence? When I left from your diary, another one comes. What a fortune kid you are. I should say you are a man now. Even seeing your face yesterday, even though it’s far I still hate to see it. I regret telling you things, vital things. I regret I ever known you. And speaking of that, you become that close to me is because of her too right? You never were close to me because of me, even if you said that. I shouldn’t have trusted you from the beginning. I know, it’s my weakness to trust people easily. Why can’t I just tell things by myself and not telling others things about me? Why must I tell stories to others? Why do I need others? Why do I need friends? Friends never are there for me. I’m never the fortune kid who gets whatever they’ve ever wanted. I don’t hate life. I know there’s something behind these sufferings. I just can wait, wait till the truth comes. The happiness comes.

sorry to whom think they knew the person was him or her. i was that bored and im feeling down at the time.