Sunday, November 29, 2009

babies are adorable, some of them.

what a day.

selamat hari raya aidil adha to all the muslim people. it's suppose to be yesterday but it's still valid, right?

went to kb to spend our raya there. fyi, kb refers to our granny's house. we celebrated haikal's 1st birthday. then went to lumut and then era's.

we arrived at era's at 3pm, and we even played the bouncer despite that the guest arrives at 4pm.

slept there. i guess that is also my lucky place to sleep since i dream about 'you' last night. and it was awesome-er than before's.

played bouncer again in the morning, and it's when i get my freaking sunburn. i did have fun, despite the water entering my nose, bruises i got from bumping into others and my mouth bleeds. i am okay. i didnt really bother about my bruises, cause it doesnt hurt a lot. my finger is what i care the most now. cause i keep on moving it and it hurts.

stopped playing at noon, had my shower and i slept while watching CSI. fyi, i was sleeping beside dina. they woke me up to have my lunch. i woke up and find right in front of my eyes. she's cute. i asked her to kiss me then i went to sleep again, five mins only. HAHA.

ate, wait till the food's being disgest then i sleep again on the couch where rafiq and uda is sleeping. you can tell how sleepy i am. mama woke me up and asked me to pack up.

went home, and start doing the laundry and all. damn that maid. why did she have to have her 'vacation' while i'm here. mama even teach me to goreng ayam. HAHAHAHA. i admit that i dont usually cook, and fyi my ayam taste ok. HAHAHA.

i'm watching yuhee with adik now. and it's my third time. hahaha (:

i think i'll be sleeping soon.

p.s. sha, maybe the fact that i've missed you so much makes me dream about you. i really glad i did, cause i get to see you even if it's only a dream (: happy holiday <3

Thursday, November 26, 2009

stars at the sky

we were having lots of fun today, but somehow i felt that something's been missing and it's you ): like seriously, there's something missing from the fun. it's the fact that i'm missing you so badly ):

so, we went out to sea view hotel's restaurant. we had barbeque & steamboat for dinner. i burnt my hand. the 'oil' keep on splashing on my pitiful hand.

"that shows that someone doesn't goes to the kitchen much", babah said.

yeah, i admit. i dont go to the kitchen. well, literally i do go to the kitchen when having our lunch/dinner. i dont do cooking stuff (: anyways, we celebrated era's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY (:

you're still 10, and you've got a long journey to go. dont waste it. i sound like old people, lecturing their children. anyways, live life to the fullest and try not to regret anything in the future. just enjoy your life as a kid, cause you wouldn't get the chance to turn it back one day. enjoy your day and we'll hit the bouncer on saturday, yeah? :D

this is boring. i have to use this computer in the computer room, as we called it, to play the internet and all cause our laptop's charger misbehave ): and we refuse bring the laptop to the shop ): maybe we will. some other time. well, for now i'll just have to go here and play. it's just that i dont think i have my privacy here, cause it's near to my parents room and i'll get caught if i sleep late.

i've been learning to play yiruma's river flows in you's keybord (: and i'm quarter away? HAHA. atleast you can recognise the sound of it :D

it's almost 11pm, and babah's gonna come back soon from tadarus and i think i have to go. tata (:

ps, i wanna see you. i wanna chat with you. i wanna dream about you. but all of these seems impossible. i dont know why (:

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

love

it's been a while since i heard about you. i did saw you the other day but it doesn't mean that i know how well you're doing, right? well, physically i do but mentally i dont. it's just so hard to just wait for you here and i do know that i have to do something about it but i dont. it's just so hard. wait, it is not hard. it's just me that's making all of it so complicated. and is giving you up a good thing? cause i've been thinking of it for awhile now, and i dont seem to have come up with something, yet.

so, it's already past noon and i'm still in my pyjamas (: i'll have my shower later, perhaps. before babah comes back from work and scold me :D

era's staying over at our's last night. adek and era slept at around 3, i think. i'm not much of a night-waker anymore. i'll be extremely sleepy when the clock strikes midnight, like extremely sleepy. last night, i remembered i was lying down on the bed without a pillow beneath my head and i'm not sure of my body position. but for sure i slept with my lens on. how dangerous is that? it's my first and hopefully last time. i did remember, reminding myself to take it off before going to sleep. but somehow i forget. or maybe i'm just too tired to take it off. anyways, era said to me that i talked in my sleep. i said something about number four and something. i have no idea what dream i have last night.

i finished remember me yesterday and i like the ending of it. and now, im reading the one and only (: i'm already halfway through the book though i just read it earlier this morning. well, the book's thinner than my usual books are :D as adek always complains, "buku kaka ani tabal tabal wah" and i have no comment about that and i take that as a compliment :D

played with mirah and irdina last night at babu eta's :D mirah's getting chubbier. it's been months, or is it just weeks that i last saw mirah?

mama's back and i think babah's gonna be back soon too. so yeah, time to hit the shower :D

Monday, November 23, 2009

sister love.

thank you for being my bestfriend, roommate and sister. you'll always be in my most important person list. you've been a good company and sister to me, though you're disgusting. you're the most disgusting person i've met, still i love you. your fart and burp never failed to make us laugh. you disgusting pumpkinhead.

i'll sure miss sleeping, dancing, singing, gossiping, eating, showering, playing netball, watching videos with you.

i know that we dont usually show our love towards each other, but you do know that i love you right? though my girlfriend is dara and go ara. HAHA, the hell.

i just wanna say that you're the most disgusting sister that i've had. HAHA. i love you sister. you're the best korean little sister that i've had. best little sister, apart from my sister.

hopefully we wont be awkward around each other after this. i'm afraid that i'll be less updated about you. yknow you always left me without any news.

best of luck and i'll always love you, NUR AMIRAH EHSANI.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

no napunyojaya hariya

what a week. thank god it's ending.

i haven't had enough sleep lately. when i get back home i'll sleep as much as i can, like reaaaaaaly sleep.

monday - HIV & AIDS talk. it was okay, but it'll be even okay if we were to go to the gym to play kaki tiga. had dance practise at the afternoon till 3pm. then went to the front shop, to search for ms research stuff. we walked there. when back to the hostel at 5pm, then went to play netball. in the evening, we started to do our mushroom.

tuesday - cangkah saing, bm sprint. we won. the red team. woo! then at 12pm, got the survey. it's about the global warming. lame survey. and i do mostly 'i dont know', since it's one of the choices in MCQ. had practise again in the afternoon after the meeting at the gym. continue mushroom at night while watching bigbang till 2pm.

wednesday - had sprint math and got number 5 out of 11. congrats. had practise and pe thingy in the afternoon.

thursday - talentime, was okay. nothing much happened.

friday - jog in the morning. and had the hostel sport day, and it was mostly the track events. got third for all the 100m, 200m and 100X 4m. then had netball tournament and we won. some of us had injured their legs. pity them, especially huda who have to use tongkat. thank god i was okay. practise dance routine for hostel. then do the annoying mushroom till evening.

saturday - ms research for the whole morning. then teacher called me to join the pe thingy again. played badminton then went to school to cuci mata and i watched sha played futsal. had the malam anugerah in the evening. it was till 1am.

sunday - had cleaning campaign. and i slept from 5pm till 7pm. i snored :p

tomorrow will be my last day to school, cause i'll go back at mamit's tomorrow and follow her to seria tuesday morning. i have two concerns; mia & sha.

mia wont be in the hostel again next year ): will be sleeping alone from next year onwards, hopefully.
sha, you said that you maybe wont be here again next year. is it confirmed? i dont want you to leave. if tomorrow i didnt see you that'll mean that yesterday was the last time i'll be seeing you. im hoping that you'll stay, but i know im no one to stop your decision ): i wanna stop loving you, but i cant. it's torturing that i have to stop from loving you. saranghaeyo.