love

it's been a while since i heard about you. i did saw you the other day but it doesn't mean that i know how well you're doing, right? well, physically i do but mentally i dont. it's just so hard to just wait for you here and i do know that i have to do something about it but i dont. it's just so hard. wait, it is not hard. it's just me that's making all of it so complicated. and is giving you up a good thing? cause i've been thinking of it for awhile now, and i dont seem to have come up with something, yet.

so, it's already past noon and i'm still in my pyjamas (: i'll have my shower later, perhaps. before babah comes back from work and scold me :D

era's staying over at our's last night. adek and era slept at around 3, i think. i'm not much of a night-waker anymore. i'll be extremely sleepy when the clock strikes midnight, like extremely sleepy. last night, i remembered i was lying down on the bed without a pillow beneath my head and i'm not sure of my body position. but for sure i slept with my lens on. how dangerous is that? it's my first and hopefully last time. i did remember, reminding myself to take it off before going to sleep. but somehow i forget. or maybe i'm just too tired to take it off. anyways, era said to me that i talked in my sleep. i said something about number four and something. i have no idea what dream i have last night.

i finished remember me yesterday and i like the ending of it. and now, im reading the one and only (: i'm already halfway through the book though i just read it earlier this morning. well, the book's thinner than my usual books are :D as adek always complains, "buku kaka ani tabal tabal wah" and i have no comment about that and i take that as a compliment :D

played with mirah and irdina last night at babu eta's :D mirah's getting chubbier. it's been months, or is it just weeks that i last saw mirah?

mama's back and i think babah's gonna be back soon too. so yeah, time to hit the shower :D