gee gee gee

my current addiction:

hockey dude.
bigbang.
shinee, jong hyun.
gee by suju & boy's generation.
nichkhun.
taeyang's song, look only at me.
it's you by super junior.
netball.

i've been watching nichkhun's video all night and ended up sleeping at 5am. it's a show or whatever you called it, nichkhun having a girlfriend and he's really sweet and cute too. i love NK.

i haven't had my shower yet, will do after blogging. i hope so.

my week's been okay so far. had the netball tournament, and someone accidentally make me fall and bruised my leg. thank you friend, haha! went to sanaa's house last wednesday doing the physic project. huda & sanaa didnt let me do the work and i slept. not the whole time. i was actually looking around at her stuff and felt boring and slept. hahaha! been fasting the whole week, except wednesday cause i have netball and today. one day left, i dont feel like fasting anymore. will see if tomorrow i should or not.

received the first and second assessment's result and i did very bad. i hope i'll study harder for the next test. help me god!

you're irresistable.


why must you be so cute and adorable khunnie?


and you, yes my new addiction (Y)



i miss my long curly hair. haha, if you noticed i never posted a picture of me short-haired right? hahaha, will do if i do wanna take pictures. im not in the vaining mood recently, due to my short hair problem.

i am hungry and i feel like i am fasting. haha. wanna eat after i take the shower.

my life's is dull, like this. nothing interesting to talk about.

ps; i dont know what came up to me yesterday. i was totally out of my mind. i almost wanna do something crazy. i was searching for a cutter yesterday. I WANNA CUT MYSELF. i know im crazy, i think i might do it yesterday cause i've done it before BUT there was no cutter to be found in my room. i think god's still love me. dont you? and i wanna go shop later and decide to buy a cutter for myself. i' conscious now, and i need it for school and hopefully never thought of doing the stupid stuff EVER again.


i dont wanna say forever but i am aiming for it.