there is many type of people in this world that i've never met, and i am not really anxious to meet them. i can't stand with the people around me, how about others? i am just tired of people. sorry to say. why must you backstab them? they didn't do anything bad. i dont know why must you be like that. is it because you're a girl? because i know most girls are like that. you know, berprasangka buruk. you and them are both my family. i think i love you all. i can't take sides. i hate people who think they knew everything, but they didn't. i hate people that are given tasks and they did what they're told and they're too obedient. like you're being asked to take care of someone. what if the other people related to him/her wanted to be with her/him? would you consider it? what the hell am i talking, i'll just skip this part.
today, i thought of something. why didn't i have someone that i can trust? even my family. i know i can tell stuffs to certain people, but i dont think i can. i wish i could tell people, even one people is enough. oh god, when are you going to give me this one person? i will always be praying for it.
my right eye moves recently, you know like balik2. they said it a good luck, but i dont feel so. i dont know why.
adek said to me tadi "ka, kaka caya kah kalau kaka dapat 6 distinction and 2 credits? " and i was like "no" she went "astah inda caya, liat lah" and i did but secretly. "nada wah, adik main2 saja" she said right after that. results, oh, results. when are you coming out? babah have texted me asking for my results and i said balum lagi.
im currently listening to 'leave out all the rest'.
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
today, i thought of something. why didn't i have someone that i can trust? even my family. i know i can tell stuffs to certain people, but i dont think i can. i wish i could tell people, even one people is enough. oh god, when are you going to give me this one person? i will always be praying for it.
my right eye moves recently, you know like balik2. they said it a good luck, but i dont feel so. i dont know why.
adek said to me tadi "ka, kaka caya kah kalau kaka dapat 6 distinction and 2 credits? " and i was like "no" she went "astah inda caya, liat lah" and i did but secretly. "nada wah, adik main2 saja" she said right after that. results, oh, results. when are you coming out? babah have texted me asking for my results and i said balum lagi.
im currently listening to 'leave out all the rest'.
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
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