changes.

i've found a friend. a real friend. thanks for giving me her, but i can't really be her friend because of some reason. i can share things with her, anything. me and her are just too far apart. i wish we could be that close. next year is going to be a tough one, without you in my class. i hope there'll still be people who'll be cheering up my days in class. i dont like changes. though i'm not happy with the things i have now, i just hate changes. i know sometimes changes are good. but sometime it suck. i'm just waiting for my days to be just perfect.

people asked what do you wish for? and i'll answer "i want to be a kid." most people i know loves their teenger's life but not me. i want to be a person who have no problems, but i can mess things up. i like the way children chasing around each other, laughing as loud as they want and all. they have nothing to think of besides playing. i just wish i could be a kid once more and never grow up, just like peterpan :D

i dont really know what's bothering me lately, but there is something that bothers me. damn it.

fyi, i slept at 3am last night. it's pretty late though. and i woke up at 10.30am today.

i just wish i could play all day without thinking of anything serious, like studies, boys, friends, etc. :D

i am waiting for you damn it.