shah.

it's been a month i last posted a blog. it's been a very busy week/month for me. not that busy though, i just got lots of stuff to do and have less time blog-ing. let's see what i've been doing for the past four weeks: first week, went to sleep at empire cause babah got the 25th office's emblem party with mama. second week, it's chinese new year if im not mistaken. we went to sleep at miri, for two days. babah played golf, as usual and got a meeting there too. get to watch 'percy jackson: the lightning thief, at the cinema. my second time. haha. i might as well buy the DVD soon. third week, had a movie marathon with adek and afiq.that's all about it i think.

updates:

i went for the netball and badminton tryouts. got netball but not badminton. and i'm sticking to hockey and netball as my sport. or maybe a bit of volley :) oh, i miss volley :( unfortunately, babah's suggesting that i should not play netball for the schteam this year and this is my most important year and yeah, you get me. though, it's just a SUGGESTION. for now. i'm still thinking of persuading him :)

got sunburn twice, last week and last thursday. i was horrified. my face was burning red, seriously. maybe that happens when you rarely got any sunburn recently. last week, i dont blame hockey cause at hockey i used sunblock♥ i get sunburnt in the afternoon while playing netball with lynn and the juniors. i regret not to use sunblock back then. when i went back, my nose was like clown's. and yesterday, because i didnt use any sunblock. it was not really hot, and i was convinced that i'll not get sunburn. sadly, at midday the sun began to shone onto my already dark skin and burnt it, making it even more dark. :S

i've been bothered by stuffs lately that i forgot to check when's our holiday begins. and i did it yesterday, and we only have three hopefully-very-fast week to it. i'm counting :)

i just finished reading 'the movie girl' and now i'm kind of out of books. not really, cause i have da vinci code and angels and the demons on hold. i'm not much of that kind of reader. i like the love story kind of book and not the mysterious-like book, such as the two book i just mentioned. but i ought to read them soon, hopefully.

i'm suppose to be doing my homework now, but surprisingly i am not. i think i have to do it now, so bye!

before that,


remember him? he was in my last post. jung yong hwa. i love him even more as i get to watch him sing everyweek and i'm gonna watch him again later in one hour time. i love him singing the song-they-sang-for-the-haiti-people, with them jessica, taeyeon, kwill, jinwoon, gavy nj, jokwon and some i dont really remember their names.



frustratingly, he have to be in the 'we got married' with seohyun. hate her. well, i dont really. haha. i just hate her for being 'married' to him. grr. hope you guys have a happy life :( haha.

and by the way, it's march soon. so soon enough, i thought it june already -.-'
you're gonna start your school soon, have a nice one.
and i wont have to see you anymore, right? :)

transgend.

it's been a while since i last blogged. my week's been busy.

so, as you can see from above. i've been trans-gend, as bff would say. HAHA. yeah, too much stress going on. last week's gala nite theme was gents. it was awesome. with the performances, and us doing the 'khatan' act. haha, and me as the crazy doctor :)

i even get to watch you're beautiful. though it's only till episode 12. it was a rating of 100/10. hahaha. yeah, i know. over. but who cares. it was super duperly awesome that i dont care :) and they're so handsome.

cnblue's jung yong hwa was there. he was the second hero, which makes him very sad. i pity him. he's (y)

jang geun suk was there too and he was the hero. at first i disgust him, but later in the episode he's being so sweet though i hate the ego. and he's getting hotter, and handsome-er by episode. he was acting in baby and me. how could i never guessed that before.

one of the actor was lee hong ki. no need a picture of him, cause he's too cute. i like his act.

so, i'm being burden by this june olevel thingy. i was thinking of whether taking it or not. as it has advantages and disadvantages. on one point, i've decided to take it. and then not to take it. and now, i want to sit for it, which is not exactly the end of decision yet :s help?!

pe is not so fun anymore. hahaha. we were asked to run for several laps, and do the i'm-not-sure-what-it-is. it's tiring, but fun though :s

and cca have started and it was okay, i guess? though we didnt get to play any games that morning. well, we did but only us as in girls.

i've been addicted to him :D

jinwoon. the super cute and hot maknae from 2am :6



and you, super hot guy, i'm sorry for being a burden and desperate as you would say that. now that you've get rid of me, i should just not acknowledge you right? i will try my best to just ignore you. thank god you're leaving the place, like very soon right? so i cant see your face anywhere when i was about to get rid of you :) have a nice life :)

after school

gahi is so pretty and i love their song, because of you.

so, we've started our school last monday. it was okay, i guess, well despite our class being like in a sauna. haha, yeah i'm only exaggerating. the aircond gives out heat. hopefully, they're gonna fixed/replace the aircond soon.

i'm officially a form 5 student. it's official last already, but well, yeah. pressure. olevel :s
-our form teacher is mrs helen. she's new :) from NZ and previously have been at my sister's school, pjn for like 18 years. i bet she could understand us talking malay. maybe a bit. she's teaching us english.
-cikgu ramlah, sir khairul & teacher darli is still teaching us :)
-mr kok, if im not mistaken, is teaching us poa. he's damn sarcastic. i get annoyed by him. it's just the first day :S
-teacher erni, a new teacher from SMB, is replacing teacher datin, teaching us both maths.
-cikgu haiseh is teaching MIB :D

had cca registration yesterday, and i joined hockey again. i think i've lost 20% of my interest in rugby :s maybe next time. scheme, sigh, i'm not sure to join it since im in form 5 and all. but most of me mates joining. how? :(

had hostel parents-teacher meet earlier today. then went to BISMI. anyways, mama knows mrs ivy :s and mama is like mrs ivy's former student. HAHA. damn. i thought mama knew chua and not ivy. damn. and mama was like keeping ivy's number so she can call her if my marks decreasing :s and i dont know what they're gonna do.

eh, hockey's so full. suprisingly. i doubt they'll stay till the end of the year :D and got very interesting people too *wiggleyebrow. well, it's not the same without my hockey dude :(

got orientation next week and gala night, which the theme is gents? :(

before i forgot,
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY NURAMIRAH EHSANI. MAY YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE. AND STOP BEING DISGUSTING AND YELLOW, YEAH? WELL, I DONT REALLY MIND IF YOU DONT CHANGE, CAUSE I'LL REALLY MISS THE DISGUSTING AND YELLOW YOU IF YOU'VE CHANGE. IN FACT DONT CHANGE AT ALL, WELL EXCEPT FOR YOUR STUDIES AND STUFFS RELATED TO IT. KEEP VISITING US, AND UPDATE ME IN EVERY DETAIL OF YOUR LIFE. I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU. AND I MISS SLEEPING WITH YOU. HOPEFULLY, YOU'LL COME DURING THE GALA NIGHT SO WE CAN BE WILD AND SLEEP TOGETHER AGAIN :D AND LASTLY, HAVE A BLAST PUMPKIN!

new spirits arisen

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ♥ may this year be a pleasant one. it's the 1st january 2010. a nice date indeed.

school's in 2 days? :s you'll not be there when i attend school on monday. and that's devastating.

just came back from KK last night. reached brunei at 9pm, i think. yeah. we did watched kawin muda.so yeah :) it was tiring. we reached kk in the evening, then went straight to sleep. the next day, we went snorkeling and it was awesome. love it. saw fishes. colourful fishes. and you've pretty guessed it. sunburn, after that. haha. the third day, went to one borneo. it is one huge shopping mall. and i smell luxury. i like it. haha. then went shopping at centrepoint in the evening. though i said we go shop, we didnt actually shop. just window shop mostly. bought only little stuff :( went back to miri thursday morning. went shopped at miri, cause there's no school shoe at kk. reached home in the evening. that's pretty much what i've done.

probably will go to anduki, i think, tomorrow. if babah dont have any 'business'. with them and bff. i'll probably be sunburn after that. i'm sad. why must i get sunburn like every month? maybe my 2010 resolution, is to not do much outdoor stuff. HAHAHA. maybe i'll consider playing cards and chess. playstation, perhaps. or maybe, study for the o level. hahaha. right. i'll never live in that case. to think back, i might not be able to swim :(

haven't pack yet :s going back to hostel like next tomorrow :( i dont wanna go hostel so soon. i'll miss lots of korean reality shows. and aircond. and wireless :(

the thought of forgetting you frustrates me.

beast has become angel.

sorry with the font colour. i just thought of using soft colours because i feel soft? HAHA :D

referring to the above photo:
it's junsu♥ i wonder why did the photo is from hankyungdotcom.

first of all, i would like to say 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAMDI' sorry about the lateness of my greeting. i was busy watching lady castle, then i realise it's the 23rd which equals to your birthday. it's not that late to greet you, right? since i just greeted you at about 2am. i'm sorry that i nearly forgot your birthday. well, it's not like i take note of the date nowadays. i just know what day is today that is because of the reality shows i wanted to watch. i have to know what day it is right in order to watch the reality show :D sorry again ham and have a blast!

okay, i dreamed about you again last night :D or should i say earlier this morning (cause i slept at 3am). we made a progress. and by progress i mean we're talking :S HAHA. yeah, i know. it's sad. it's like your first time talking to me, well in my dream though. we did talked in reality right? but only the hell-bye talk, i guess. we did talk in msn, but it's rather different than the talk-talk. we actually talk in the dream :D and yeah. wont say much about it (: and well, the dreams that i've had is like continuation. first, i went to your house for raya which is kind of funny cause your mom in my dream is teacher datin :D second, i saw you at school and walk till we reached a shop. and now, yeah. it's making a progress (: is this a sign? :D or not? ): i dont wanna know (:

i've load MBLAQ'a idol army :D gonna watch MIR soon :D

and it's wednesday and the time now is 5.15pm. at 6pm, im gonna watch GO! DREAM TEAM! hopefully there's minho♥ & eunhyuk (:

i even refused to follow mama and them eat at panaga. it's all for the dream team. GO DREAM TEAM!

i just remembered something. i found your brother's facebook :D and i added him and i sqw you picture. i grabbed them. thankyou :D and sorry for not saying it to you earlier. HAHAHA. I SEEM LIKE A STALKER. sadly, i'm not.

there's three new clothes in sorority life and i only got 13 brownie point ): need more to buy them and three of them are tenthumbsupu♥