red lipstick with blushes.

i haven't had my shower yet but i feel like blogging, so i'll just blog first then go shower.

it's windy outside. i think it'll be raining soon. i wanna play in the rain. maybe i should take my shower outside, in the rain. haha. we save water.

i've been doing notes at facebook for an hour already? hahaha, i know. im bored. i cant understand myself. i have HOMEWORKS, MOVIES to watch and SHOWER to take. but instead i say im bored and have nothing to do. i haven't eaten my breakfast. im hungry! will eat lunch soon. i'll just skip breakfast. obviously, since it's past noon already.

watched gemerlapan yesterday. wanna watch it from the very beginning till the end, cause i didnt watch all yesterday.

went to a tahlil yesterday. i was hoping to see this someone, but he's not there. INSTEAD there's this guy. my ex crush, when i was in primary school. hahahaha! i was super duperly shocked to see him there, cause i didnt expect him yesterday. chatted with him afterwards.

okay, usu wanna use the laptop and i think i wanna hit the shower now! bye.

ps: you, i dont know if i could continue doing this. this is me. the people who like to gives up easily. that's why i hate me! i'm just hoping that i'll continue on hoping. what the hell?!

ma 4's netball tournament league has started!

these days have been very exhausting and my muscles are tired. hahaha, is there any such thing as tired muscles?

netball tournament these two days have been awesome. we, the white rangers won twice already. i love our guy teamates. they did really great. super duperly great. three of you. i did became the umpire twice? and got scold by teacher cause i dont know how to umpire. funny right? i know how to play but not i dont know how to umpire a game. played with blue mystique, 4-0 and mojo jojo, 6-1. mojo jojo is a great team, with sylves being the C. he's good. cant wait for next the match.

i've been staying back at school these days. spend time with my friends. i seriously haven't done that in ages. good to have done that. i even played netball with them today. it was awesome and tiring.

MS research! we have to finish the report by saturday. THIS SATURDAY! we haven't done anything yet with our report, and we have to write like thousands words? hahaha, i was just exaggerating. hope to finish it by tomorrow.

haven't been able to feel homesick nowadays, due to my busy-ness. its a good thing though. i dont really know why it is a good thing. haha.

i've been feeling tired lately. i think i must have a sufficient 24 hour of sleep. i wish i could. can i?

i've paid my puasa for 2 days. 6 days to go. i cant wait for puasa season, and raya!

i think i got to hit the shower cause we'll continue our MS research soon.

ps; i want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, the next tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, next decade, next century till forever. can i?

i dont dare to look directly at your eyes cause i dont want to know what it says because i may get different answer from what i've been expecting.

i want my addiction to reading habit back!

how can i overcome my homesickness if i keep on sleeping at home?

last week, i only sleep at the hostel on monday then i go back home until now. i am happy though, cause i get to sleep at home (: i love home and my family.

went to bandar yesterday. visit ami. he's sick. shopping, and i bought darren shan's last trilogy book. i am happy. hahaha! apakan. sekadar! went eat at giant yday and i ate jollibee's double cheese. i super love them! i like the cheese!

watched keith, princess protection program and race to witch mountain. all of them were awesome, except for keith. jesse's in there. i dont like the ending, boring. but i'll rate it 7

out of ten, though.

i'm thinking, 'will i be bored and homesick again if i go back to the hostel later? hopefully

not!'

mozilla is not working. i dont freaking know why. i'm using avant now, and it's not cool. dbsk's secret code's out and i wanna check out the songs.

i was fasting yesterday, to pay off my last year's. seven more days to go!

netball education this wednesday and thursday. we'll have the tournament. i'm nervous! wish

me a good luck.

barn buddy is cool, and i like playing it. i like stealing, the most! haha.

and yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TENGKU NORFAEZUL & HAZIMAH HANAFIAH! may allah bless you

and have a blast!

ps: i know you're busy with exam's and all, and i really thank god for that cause i cant be imagining me facing you lately. with me using mask, hahaha. (we hostelites are asked to) and because the other day, i think im mistaken for you to me. by that i mean i'll be the one that'll be awkward around you, not you. hahaha! whatever. i just still love you, though you dont. HAHAHA! emo!

talking about emo, yesterday we were searching kain for raya. most of the kain i chose was dark in colour and mama said "why do you like dark colours?" and i replied "cause im emo, mama" HAHA. i didnt noticed that i've been choosing dark kains.

movies update.

i've been watching trailers just now and here's what i wanna watch.




have no freaking idea when's this movie will be out. the movie was about the princess and the frog. as you've known, if the princess kissed the frog, the frog will turn to prince right? but it's different. the princess became a frog. and i want to know the ending and how will the princess be a princess again.


she doesnt look like megan fox. i heard that she's not a woman? is it true? damn, she's just perfect and then people told me that she's actually a guy. is it true or is it just rumours? anyways, the movie was awesome. i mean the trailer. cant wait to watch this movie.

haha, yes. harry potter. a must watch, for me. i just love harry potter. if im not mistaken, i saw draco becoming more handsome? hahaha, or maybe it's just my eyes.


the trailer makes us shout. it's pretty scary. it's just a trailer and we shouted, what if we really did watch the movie? hahaha, cant imagine.

i cant find princess protection programme cover disc. i like the fact that selena gomez and demi lovato are in the movie. i want to watch the movie.

new moon, i hope the movie is really base on the book. i dont really care if it did not based on the book, cause there's not much edward and i dont like new moon. hahaha.



ps: aku inda sekulah esuk, horay :p

safari.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIS MAJESTY, SHAHASSANAL IZZAT, UMMU HANANI & TEACHER DARLIANA.

may allah bless you with happiness and prosperity. have a blast!

me have no pictures of teacher darliana & sanal.

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow, cause i dont feel like going and i want to stay home. dont wanna go back to hostel for now. i'm unexpectedly homesick. i've been living at the hostel for like 5 freaking year. i'll go to school this saturday. actually we're having a cleaning campaign at the hostel this friday and in the afternoon, we're thinking of doing the MS research field trip. sorry guys, i dont think i'll be able to join. just punish me by asking me to write the whole booklet. not that i wanna do this stuff, but yeah. serves me right.

i'm currently addicted to dont wanna try by nichkhun, but it's only 1 minute plus. i wanna hear the longer version, the complete one. banana said that it's by frankie J, and i did hear it out but i like nichkhun's better. anyone have nichkhun's version but the complete version of the song.

ehsan said that im emo nowadays, hahahaha. and yes, i am. i dont know why. maybe because of your absence, i feel unsafe. seriously. i have lots of negative and silly things in mind. i dont like it. coma back soon baby.

i'm sad because one of the safarians have moved out from our unit.

i'm out of words.

wanna watch manjalara, bye.