HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 TO ALL MY BELOVED PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND TO MY NON-BELOVED PEOPLE TOO, in other word it's happy new year to all of you people. 

i just got home from babu eta's house. it's 1.30am though. i think you've guess the occasion, new year celebration. i played with dina, mirah and most of the kids. HAHA. yeah, kids. mirah was sulking as always at first. hours passed, and mirah was talking to me again. asking me to carry her. and i was happy though cause yeah, she wanted to play with me. unfortunately for me, she bullied me by playing my tudung and taking it off. and there were fireworks too. pretty pretty fireworks. i bet in pandan here too got the fireworks, as usual.

nini boy said that yesterday, 31st december was lulu's birthday. you know, my so called step-grandmother. i had this conversation with mama about her. i said, "ma, baik jua mama inda jadi bali kan cake di supersave tadi ah. kalau mama bali tadi, kira coincidence jua tu" and mama went "yatah bah, malas mama ingau" HAHAHA. whatever.  

my maid went out with her husband again. she'll be back home probably tomorrow, that is on the 2nd of january. lesson: before hiring a maid, ask her background especially whether she's got a husband in brunei or not. my advice, dont hire a maid who has a husband in brunei. they'll ask for your permission to go out with the husband once a month and once every two month.

there is a guy that i've wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEAR to, but he is no where to be found. though for sure i can just went to his house and said "HAPPY NEW YEAR" HAHAHAHAHA. yeah, right. but it'll be weird though. 

im off to watch it started with a kiss. it is getting more interesting :D 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIR JIKAM AND KA SIPAH, HAVE A BLAST!

wow! new year's coming in 9 hours. it's unnoticeable. so many things i've been through, and yeah i did have fun this year. the ups and downs of life did get me. i just wish that this new year is going to be better than this year.

and YOU, i wish you would find the one.

and soon will be my hijrah birthday :D

school is coming in 4, 5 days? i haven't packed my stuff yet. the thing about school that i dislike is that i have to go back to the hostel again. i do like there, but it's just complicated :D

blah blah blah..

happy 15th birthday kimah. haha, though i did forget it. sorry yeah. and sorry again i stole your picture from somewhere. next year, we'll be separated yeah? i'll be missing you, and our classmates. you're that damn quiet but brilliant girl. keep up your intelligence :D

today, we did some shopping at soon lee. i bought bath towel, since mine was pretty old. and i bought long-sleeve shirt. it was cool. i did went to search for sissy's present but there is none. sorry sissy. maybe i'll search for it once i went shopping to another shop again.

i've finished reading around 2 or 3 manga yesterday, since i was damn bored. 

i watched the amazing race today and it was actually the final ones, sadly i didnt watched it from the start. 

blah blah blah.

i haven't ate anything this evening, so i might get some food now. so bye!

i started reading absolute boyfriend's  manga yesterday at 1am and finished it yesterday evening. it was okay, but i kept thinking of reading the drama. since i've had seen the drama, when i'm reading the manga i was like hoping the exact things to happened but it didn't. 

before i feel asleep after reading the manga, i was thinking that the people who made the drama was a genious. they can think stuff like that and even made one. then i remembered watching an english movie which the guy is also a robot, which i don't remember what movie it was. i'll search it soon and let you guys know. and if you did know, tell me. thanks.

after reading the manga, i started thinking of having a hot, handsome robot boyfriend. it would be cool. i just hope the robot did really exist in our world. i mean a human-look robot, not a robot-look robot. that would be super lame. HAHA. what the hell? 

someone just add me at their facebook, and i saw her friend's picture which her friend is also a friend of mine. her friend is kind of my sister, but she's not. you know when you're really close to this person and you share everything everything with her and even sees her everyday and that makes you feel like she's your sister thing? yeah, she's that type of person to me. it's just that we have some problems that i can't settle because she won't tell me what the problem was. she just stopped talking to me, and that's that. i miss her. i just hope we'll sort things out after school reopens. and it will be one of my aim for next year.

and speaking of that, i will have new aims for next year. i've thought of some, like study smartly? HAHAHA. i know it's lame. and and be more fitter and active-er next year. i hope that i'll be a better player in netball. and im thinking of participating in other sport next year. and i haven't think of that yet. it'll be our next year's cca, me and reen, my so called twin sister. fyi, she's not my sister. she's also like the friend become sister thingy? yeah.

new year and school's coming soon. and kim;s birthday too, which i think is going to be on the 31st december or is it 30th? HAHA. sorry kim, i dont really remember. 

by the way, i was just off looking at other people's blog and i found a blog which have the same blogskin as mine. do you know what it means? it means i have to get another blogskin. it's hard to search for a blogskin, there're just not that pretty. 

off i go :D

backstabber

go to hell backstabber. my instinct  said it was one of you who attended the function yesterday. there were two of you, but i just knew i was her who say that. stupid you. sorry to say, cause to are my aunt. i, we, used to hate you. correction, it was not 'used' we still do hate you. your attitude makes me sick. your fake-innocent face tells me all about you. i knew all of it was a fake. and because of this makes me wanna be close with my aunts from my mom's side. cause i just knew and i believe they wouldn't backstab us. or i hope so. 

i just hope that they people that i truly trust would appreciate my trust. if you really did not please just pretend you do, thanks.