homework.

i was pretty busy with homework and boys over flower today.

hyun joong is cute. not totally cute, just some of his poses. he's got the baby face look. his birthday is on the 6th june, same as my romeo (:

flower four in boys over flower.

kim sang bum, he's quite cute too comparing to ki bum. kim bum's birthday is the same as fidah's, 7th july. 

min ho. he's cute, handsome. i just knew that he's birthday is on the 22nd june (:

if you notice there's no kim joon here cause i no like him. he no cute. (: no offense.

i watched 'amazing race', 'jelita' and 'marina' today. last episode of jelita, and it was awesome, though i'm not that satisfied cause she's supposed to be with bayu not erlangga. marina haven't finished yet, after so long i've seen the drama.

malay homework is killing me. it's just malay, not yet the others. i've tried POA the day before i've had the kem qiadah and i don't know how to do it. i hope i can do it either later, which i think i'll be lazy, or tomorrow morning. i think i'll be quite busy in the afternoon and evening with the function. i hope to see who i wanna see tomorrow :D

mizan is funny. not exactly funny funny but funny. hahaha. i did have a conversation with mama regarding mizan;

me; ma, calie ah. dulu kalau mama beranak mama yang tidur bawah, now si mizan pulang tidur bawah, tapi ia bukan beranak (:

mama; hahaha, awu.

to fidah, i dont know you read my blog or not, but incase you do, i wanna say something. it's a good thing amir did told me that you guys were leaving this sunday, if im not mistaken. why didn't you tell me? thank god i knew, if not i'll be searching for you this next term. fidah, who will be sending me off to my hostel when wednesday and saturday comes? i'll miss the time when you company me on my way to he hostel. anyways, good luck to you, it's all i wanted to say :') i'll miss you. eh, there'll be decreasing by one people greeting me my birthday this year and next and next and next year :(

i miss playing hockey, and hockey dude (:

i miss netball training, haha. will be back in action by this saturday or maybe next week cause this saturday maybe i can't.

i've been chatting with the people i'm not used to chatting before and it felt good. hahaha. wth? 

i got a freaking painful ulcer in my mouth. usually i just put 'watermelon seed', and it'll be okay. but not this case, maybe adik's the one that doesn't know how to put it properly. hahaha. i'm blaming adek.

do anyone knows what karangan jenis ulasan means? cause i have no freaking idea. 

i'm thinking of a food that  don't usually eat everyday, but i have no clue. i just want to eat something different.

i regretted the fact the i didn't attend warden's and uncle musa's son wedding cause it's the last time i'll be seeing warden as warden will not be taking care of us anymore and because there's this handsome guy that i used to like who i suppose is uncle musa's cousins. but i did not regret attending the kem qiadah cause it's cool and exciting and awesome and i dont know. it's just fun. super duper fun. and i met friends, i also make fake-boyfriends. hahaha :D

i'm off watching pocahontas II. 

aku suka lagu hero by mariah carey.

i've seen the closing ceremony video, where we sang the two songs. i dont know how to upload video here, so just search for 'hero and i will survive sung by 2009 'Qiadah Camp' participants. lawa. banar! (:

now i when i'm thinking about my holiday. wow. i didn't realise that i was in a holiday. too much activities for me. kem qiadah and now the netball training. it's tiring. thank god that i actually don't have any transport, cause that would mean that i won't have to go training. paded went to somewhere and ngangah to temburong. no transport for me, yeay. but i have to go training later and saturday. okay, next kem qiadah.

day one, was the registration. i was in a group named CIKU. consist of me, fatin, ameerah, christy, rhy, raz, zati, ai, fiona, sheng, cheuan, tasha, aznil, Q, ibnu, aqil, sab, zimah, haziq and someone. oh my god, i forgot. such a bad member. i'll tell you guys when i remember. we set up our tents in the afternoon with the CIKU flag. we have a ceramah in the audi in the evening. it was actually kind of fun. cause it tells you something about you and your future. i think. at maghrib there was a ceramah, which i dont thing i heard. btw, we were given a purple BIBD shirt. there was no teacher incharge for our class. the people incharge was late, and the medium shirt was finished. and we have to have the bigger ones. in the evening, we were with aswandy or was it iswandy. it was really fun. we do the dance for life and SUNSHINE. 

day two, we have to woke up at 4.30am but instead some people woke up at 3.30am including me. then we went to surau, pray and there was a ceramah which i didnt pay attention at cause i was sleeping. i was sleepy. we went to bukit shahbandar and it have such a beautiful scenery and the journey was exhausting. we got 6th place. we went to bandar in the evening. it was an amazing race, if im not mistaken. we got i-dont-know number.

day three, we went to the polis place somewhere somewhere. we kawat, see the museum, exercise, do pocho pocho and we even do the something. hahaha. what the hell. in the afternoon was the sirviving skill and we cook pandan chicken and night was the cultural night. we performed and got number three. that's the only activity we won, atleast. it was the crying night too. i seriously didn't expect the guys to cry, especially, well there's lots of them. 

dat four, went to pantai muara. it was a kind of long journey, so i slept in the bus. we have massages there. we draw and play he challenge. they asked us to eat the onion. at first, i wanted to eat it, cause i dont know it's onion. thank god i didnt eat it. i know im selfish, i just cant imagine myself eating a lot of onions. blah blah blah. afternoon, closing ceremony. 

fyi, aku suka one of the performance pasal ia act macam banar and it was actually banar. hahaha. what the hell. aku jealous.

you wanna know something? most of the ceramah, and baca yasin time i was sleeping and not concentrating. i know, bad me. i was freakingly tired and sleepy.

i miss kem qiadah, and i'll remember the two songs that we sang before. survive and hero kah? i dont remember the name. aku suka lah lagu tuu. 

apa2 aja lah.

i have to go training now, so bye :D

there's lots of things i wanna tell but im out of time, so maybe later of tomorrow or whenever (:

ciku!!!!!

ciku.

just a short post i suppose.

cause i'm too eager to update this blog.

but i can't update all about the kem qiadah thingy, because i'm kind of sleepy and my brain won't let me refresh all what we've done for now. will update more about the kem qiadah soon. 

i'm sleepy and my body's aching. i don't know what happened before, but from the first day of the kem qiadah until now my left shoulder is aching. i've asked people's massages and it still won't work. maybe i'll just let it heal by itself, but it sure will take time. 

i have to sleep early tonight, because of the tiring-but-enjoying kem qiadah. in addition, i have netball training tomorrow. by the way, did i mention that i AM in the netball under 18 team, yeay me! i was really really really happy when i heard this from someone. goodluck for me then.

CIKU CIKU, AH

CIKU CIKU, IH

CI WHAT?

CIKU.

hahaha, what the hell.

for your information, ciku was our group name. at first, it was shoes. 

i'm sleepy, so yeah.

till next time :D

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picture number 1 till 4 was taken by sabrina. she loves taking unnecessary pictures with my handphone. actually, i have lots of pictures in my handphone but i've deleted some of them which i don't like. sabrina's only (maybe) around 6,7 in age. so that explains why most of her pictures are not clear, nice. anyways, i love irdina. she's the one in the pictures. adek did took some pictures with them siblings. i'll take them soon and post it somewhere here or maybe facebook (:

picture 5; i 'tocang' bilah's hair. i know it's not that nice, cause i was just playing around :D

picture 6 is just some random photo of me.

number 7. haha. it was written on mia's tile at her room. it was taken friday, last week. we were bergila-ing in her room. actually i got another picture of it, but there's a name which is not allow to be shown in public so, hahaha (: i know some people may ask who is he. but yeah, sorry. hahaha. just keep guessing, but i won't tell. i know someone would hate to see that picture, but sorry yeah? i did gave you the chance (which i think you didn't knew). i don't think you care, cause you're fucking busy with your fucking life (: okay, whatever. stop talking about you. i don't know why, but romeo and juliet keeps playing in my head. 

fyi, to the person i just mention, i think you know who you are, but please don't say anything about this. you get me? i mean dont go 'sorry' or 'you did' or whatever to me. just act like i dont say anything, okay? i do expect you to change but do whatever you like. i dont care.

shit, i am very lazy today. like shit lazy. hahaha. is shit lazy? whatever.

bye (: